Me And My Dream

Loss...

2009-10-01T15:41:00.003+08:00

On the night of 12 September 2009, we received a call at 10.45pm from my aunt in Kedah telling us that my grandpa has been knocked down by a car while riding a motorcycle. We were all in shock. My aunt was crying profusely. We were all drained in tears. We started packing our clothes.

But at around 2.40 am, we received another call, this one is about news we don't want to hear. My grandpa passed away on the 13th of September 2009, 2.35 am aged 76. We thank God for not letting him suffer, as he passed out after he was knocked down.

We witness the grace of Jehovah our God, during the preparation of my grandpa's funeral. We didn't know where to bury him. My dad, aunt and uncle went to the cemetery where 14 years ago, we buried our grandma. According to person in charge, the place next to my grandma is no longer available as they want to make in a walkway. But by the grace of God, he was buried exactly next to my grandma.

During the funeral procession, it started to rain, the sky is so dark. We all started to pray. By the time the coffin left the tent, the rain stopped and it was so cooling.

Although my grandpa passed away, he will always be in our heart and our memories.
We thank God for giving us his undeserved kindness.

LEE SEN OH

09.03.1933-13.09.2009

Rest In Peace

Update, Rant and All...

2009-09-04T14:20:00.004+08:00

It's been a month since I last blogged. Oh boy, i sense a funeral for my blog...
Anyway, things have been going great. My job is going great *thanks to all well-wishers*.
And Lasker, if you are reading this, I'm sorry I didn't log in to ShoutOut for the longest time. I can't alter the settings on my office computer so, I can't log in... Will try to log in soon...

So, to those of you who wondered what happened to me, I'm still alive and kickin'.
I managed to catch 'Up' about 2 weeks ago. It's really good. I cried in the dark... Who haven't watch it, please go watch it...

Now, a little whining.
Right, my job is going great...BUT, there's always but, IT'S SO FREAKING CONFUSING....
With all the whatever Forms, MOT, 14A, 16N, 19G...It's so confusing...
And GOSH, I called Alliance Bank of KL (Pay-Off/Discharge Dept) yesterday. The lady who picked up the phone was so FREAKING RUDE. Her name is Fong or something.
Hello, you are just a worker there. Even if you are the boss, .
IT STILL DOESN'T GIVE YOU THE RIGHT TO SHOUT AT YOUR CUSTOMER... GEDDIT???

I guess that's it for now...
Looking forward to a yam cha session with my high school besties and yup, do call me up for breakfast/lunch/tea/dinner if you are in my area...

Until next time...

1st Post From New Office...

2009-08-06T13:53:00.002+08:00

I started a new job on the 3rd of August and this is my 1st post from the new office. My office is located in 3 Two Square. Unfortunately, the new office disallow me to download MSN and online. This post is done during lunch hour...
Look me up for lunch or anything ya...

Anyway, just a short update...

Till next time...

Something To Share...

2009-07-16T10:34:00.005+08:00

Got this very interesting piece of article from Daniel Wu's blog. And if you're wondering, yes he's the very cute HK actor, Daniel Wu. Good things are meant to be shared right? So here's some tips on how to handle the oh-so-very-annoying telemarketers.

Andy Rooney Tips for Handling Telemarketers

Three Little Words That Work !!
(1)The three little words are: 'Hold On, Please...'
Saying this, while putting down your phone and walking off (instead of hanging-up immediately) would make each telemarketing call so much more time-consuming that boiler room sales would grind to a halt.
Then when you eventually hear the phone company's 'beep-beep-beep' tone, you know it's time to go back and hang up your handset, which has efficiently completed its task.
These three little words will help eliminate telephone soliciting.

(2) Do you ever get those annoying phone calls with no one on the other end?
This is a telemarketing technique where a machine makes phone calls and records the time of day when a person answers the phone.
This technique is used to determine the best time of day for a 'real' sales person to call back and get someone at home.
What you can do after answering, if you notice there is no one there, is to immediately start hitting your # button on the phone, 6 or 7 times, as quickly as possible. This confuses the machine that dialed the call and it kicks your number out of their system. Gosh, what a shame not to have your name in their system any longer!

(3) Junk Mail Help:
This one is the best!
When you get 'ads' enclosed with your phone or utility bill, return these 'ads' with your payment. Let the sending companies throw their own junk mail away.
When you get those 'pre-approved' letters in the mail for everything from credit cards to 2nd mortgages and similar type junk, do not throw away the return envelope.
Most of these come with postage-paid return envelopes, right? It costs them more than the regular 37 cents postage 'IF' and when they receive them back.
It costs them nothing if you throw them away! The postage was around 50 cents before the la st increase and it is according to the weight. In that case, why not get rid of some of your other junk mail and put it in these cool little, postage-paid return envelopes.

One of Andy Rooney's (60 minutes) ideas.
Send an ad for your local chimney cleaner to American Express. Send a pizza coupon to Citibank. If you didn't get anything else that day, then just send them their blank application back! If you want to remain anonymous, just make sure your name isn't on anything you send them.
You can even send the envelope back empty if you want to just to keep them guessing! It still costs them 37 cents.
The banks and credit card companies are currently getting a lot of their own junk back in the mail, but folks, we need to OVERWHELM them. Let's let them know what it's like to get lots of junk mail, and best of all they're paying for it...Twice!
Let's help keep our postal service busy since they are saying that e-mail is cutting into their business profits, and that's why they need to increase postage cost s again. You get the idea !
If enough people follow these tips, it will work ---- I have been doing this for years, and I get very little junk mail anymore.

Do try it and let me know if it works for you...
Now, I am looking forward to try it on the next China swindler/insurance agent/you-strike-1st prize person who calls me...

Being Random...

2009-07-07T14:22:00.007+08:00

It's been a while since I last updated. So I decided to update on what I've done for the past weeks.

My great grandma passed away on the 23rd of June. She was placed at the Xiao En Bereavement Centre at Cheras. That place gave me a shock when I first went. It's more like a 5 star hotel's lobby than a mourning place. There's even free flow of coffee and tea. Not even a single eerie or scared or sad.

I met lots of relatives (those that I've heard of but never met) for the first time. So many 'titles' to remember. I even have to address a guy younger than me *my grand aunt's son* as my uncle...

A few days back, my sis and I are both down with flu, fever, cough and sore throat. My dad was so worried that he rushed us both to the General Hospital in KL. Thank God it's just normal flu. Unfortunately, the doctor refused to give us MC although he gave us ultra strong cough syrup, so I have to work the next day.

In the office the next day, all I did was sleep because the med is seriously too strong. So that very night, after work I went to see another doc. This doctor gave me 1 day MC. Since I got MC for Friday, I get to spend a long weekend at home.

At the moment, I'm still coughing but chill, it's no H1N1 nor it's Swine flu...

Till next time...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VAIN-POT...

2009-06-20T00:00:00.000+08:00

My vain-pot sister is gonna turn 19 on the 20th...
So I'm taking this opportunity to wish her a happy birthday...

Happy Birthday to you,
Selamat Hari Jadi,
Zhu Ni Sheng Ri Kuai Le,
Zhuk Nei Sang San Fai Lok...

Happy Birthday Joanna...
I wish that you don't become a bigger vain-pot than you already are...
HAHAHA

Post Little Nyonya...

2009-06-09T11:24:00.004+08:00

After watching Little Nyonya, I got kinda obsessed with all things Nyonya (it's actually Peranakan, Baba is the Peranakan man and Nyonya, the women). I do have a little 'Baba Nyonya' blood in me *mind you*. Now I get excited when I see kuih nyonya, baju kebaya, kamcheng and so on. I feel it's a pity that I didn't get to inherit any of the nyonya skills such as sew beaded shoes, baju kebaya and cook Peranakan dishes from the older generation. However, I do wear kain batik and baju kebaya... In the olden days, the Baba and Nyonya, although they are part Chinese, most don't speak Chinese (Mandarin). They mostly speaks Malay and Hokkien (Chinese dialects) but they hold on strongly to the Chinese culture, tradition and believes. There's 1 line in the drama that I remember clearly, "A person who doesn't know his/her pass is like a leaf who didn't know it's part of a tree". I feel strongly towards this line. It got me thinking that if we don't preserve whatever culture/tradition we have left today, it will all be gone in no time...

picture from mediacorptv.sg
L-R: Ng Hui, Xiang Yun, Jeanette Aw(Ou Xuan).
Actress in The Little Nyonya wearing baju kebaya nyonya.
They are worn with sarung (kain batik).

^ kamcheng- (means love in Hokkien)
it's use to put red and white glutinous rice balls (tang yuan).
red symbolises joy, and white symbolises purity.
It is believed that after husband and wife eats the tang yuan from the kamcheng, they will never part...

^ There's another phrase that I learned from the drama.
Read from R-L.
追远 (zhui yuan) - it means that one should remember their origins. One should not
forget their ancestors. This is place on top of the ancestral worship altar to remind the
younger Baba and Nyonya.

*Jeanette Aw as Huang JuXiang/Yamamoto YueNiang
and Qi Yu Wu as Chen Xi in The Little Nyonya*

Before I conclude this post, I'd like to include a pantun that I wrote
(inspired by The Little Nyonya).

Dari Singapura sampai ke Malaya
Kuih Nyonya gemar disantap,
Apakan nasib, apakan daya,
Ingin terbang tiada bersayap.

Perahu dimudik hulu ke hilir,
Mana nak cari si bunga melati,
Aku mencari awal ke akhir,
Mana nak curah kasih di hati.

Please make do with this for now.
Until next time...

All picture, unless stated is from google.com

The Little Nyonya...

2009-06-03T10:38:00.004+08:00

I've heard about this drama for a while now. I don't understand what's the fuss all about, that is until I finally watched it myself.
My mum got so caught up with it dragging me along. Although I didn't watch it from the 1st episode, I fell in love with the culture, clothes and food showed in this drama. I got home yesterday around 6.30pm and my mum was watching somewhere in the 10th episode. I sat down to watch and when I looked at the clock it 12am already.

picture from google.com

This drama stars the beautiful Singaporean actress Jeanette Aw. I started to notice her when I watch Holland V sometime ago. She plays 2 characters in here as mother and daughter.
I think that this is NOT just a drama. It actually brings you closer to the Peranakan culture.
Now that I've watched it, I finally understand why The Little Nyonya is the highest rated drama in Singapore.
I see the dvd's on sale in Speedy now.
Here's the official website of The Little Nyonya.
I hope my mum doesn't continue to watch the drama when I'm at work... haha

I feel numb.

2009-05-18T17:09:00.003+08:00

I feel numb.
I feel tired.
I feel lethargic.
I feel sick.
I feel alone.
I feel pain.
I feel like I no longer care.
I feel like I'm not myself.

When I'm scolded, I feel nothing.
When I'm hurt, I feel nothing.
When things happen, I feel nothing.
Even when happy occasions arise, I feel nothing

I could be smiling.
I could be laughing.
I could be playing.
I could be in the midst of a crowd.
But I feel lonely.

When I'm at work, I feel like I'm only going to through the motions.
I want to escape.
I want to run.
I want to be free.

I hate to be tied to a place for a long time.
I hate to do things I HATE.
I hate to not being able to be myself.

Can I have a week to myself?
Can I be with myself and do some 'self-discovery'. ALONE?
Can I do what I like for once?

Family are not pressuring me,
No one is.
I just feel so numb.
At times I feel like disappearing for a week or 2.
No phones, no computers, no internet, nothing.
Just me and myself.

I don't want to be labeled as emo or depressed.
I just can't help the way I feel.

世上只有妈妈好... A Song For Mom...

2009-05-08T10:55:00.004+08:00

I remember I used to sing this song all the time(although I have no idea what it means) when I was younger. But since the day I know what the lyric means, i will cry whenever I hear it. No matter how I told myself not to cry, I'll still cry...
Since Sunday is Mothers' Day, here's a dedication for all mama's of the world, especially my mommy, ...

世上只有妈妈好

有妈的孩子像个宝

投进妈妈的怀抱

幸福享不了

没有妈妈最苦脑

没妈的孩子像根草

离开妈妈的怀抱

幸福哪里找

世上只有妈妈好

有妈的孩子不知道

要是他知道

梦里也会笑

世上只有妈妈好

有妈的孩子不知道

要是他知道

梦里也会笑

I hope every children in the world will appreciate everything this person named MOM did for us. I think the least we can do is say 'Thank You' to her for the meal she cooked for us, clothes she washed for us and all time of her life she spent on us. I believe a little thank you will do a better job in showing appreciation than giving her something money can buy...

Lastly,

Happy Mothers' Day to all mother,mama,mommy, ibu,emak,amma of the world....

...of 19 going on 20.

2009-05-04T12:00:00.000+08:00

I only have exactly 12 hours left of my teenage years. After 12am tonight, I am officially 20.
I don't know why the song Que Serra Serra keeps playing in my mind....

When I was just a little girl
I asked my mother what would I be
Will I be pretty, will I be rich
Here's what she said to me.

Que serra serra,
What ever will be, will be
The future's not ours to see
Que serra serra...

Couldn't agreee more on "the future's not ours to see". Whatever it could be, I can only pray for the best

6 Days To Go...

2009-04-29T16:46:00.005+08:00

I know you might be asking, 6 days to what?
Actually, it's 6 days to me loosing my identity as a teenager.
I'll be turning 20 soon.
Although I'm too keen about it, it's still coming.
So I might as well look at it in a positive way.
Erm... Since I'm not a person who celebrates birthdays, I'm just gonna be at home with my family.
I'll be really happy if I get to spend it with my family.
I thank God for keeping me save and out of harm for so many years. I pray that God will keep looking after me.

Here's a little message to my parents:
Mommy, I know that 20 years ago, you undergo a C-section in the process of giving birth to me.
I also know that I can never do enough to re-pay the love and support you gave.
Daddy, I know you work really hard to provide for us. I can't do enough to re-pay you too.
Although we don't always see eye to eye, I know everything you do is out of good will.
Thank You dad and mom for your unconditional love.

For the dearly missed...

2009-04-28T14:22:00.002+08:00

A dedication to someone I missed dearly...

When I'm alone, I think of you,
When I'm working, I think of you,
When I'm walking, I think of you,
When I'm sleeping I still think of you.

I know it's time to let go,
I know it's time to move on,
I know it's time to start anew,
It's also time to focus on what comes ahead.

I cry when I dream of you,
I cry when I see things that used to belong to you,
I cry when people talk about you,
I cry when I realise I can no longer see you.

I try not to think of you,
I try not to see,
I try to not listen,
I try to forget but I couldn't.

You Messed With The Wrong Person...

2009-04-20T10:59:00.005+08:00

I don't like you and I'm not afraid to show it. Please go mess with your own life and leave hers alone. I don't understand what is it with you. You are a fake and pretentious snake. You admitted that you used this person who to pay for your phone bills. You are such a user. I don't like you hanging out with her, calling her up and messaging her, I know you have people supporting you life but she has to work. Calling and messaging a person up to 3am is not what a person with brain will do. You don't have to fake a baby voice when you talk to me because I'm not a sucker who will think that it's your real voice. I've HEARD YOUR REAL VOICE. You will speak with much higher pitch and act as if you have cute bloody voice when you speak to her. Do me a favour and do yourself a favour, f*ck off and do yourself some good. I don't know what's the deal with you but I'm telling you here DON'T MESS WITH HER OR I WON'T LET YOU OFF.
I WILL GET TO THE BOTTOM OF IT.
MARK MY WORDS!!!

I've said it once, and I'm gonna say it again.
I DON'T LIKE YOU...
56923 546 933 9326

Saewei is da boss...

2009-04-16T11:19:00.004+08:00

Our very own Saewei is a boss now... She has opened up a blogshop at Bling Paradise... There's lot's of beautiful and cute dresses to offer at a very very reasonable price too.
It's her first time trying, so all you girls and guys please show her some support...

So what are you waiting for? Hop on there and check it out.

RED RED RED....

2009-04-08T15:08:00.004+08:00

I don't know what got into me recently. I only know that I'm so very in love with the colour RED. I went to The Face Shop to get red nail polish and painted my nails red. My mom say feels like hantu... I somehow feel that red is sexy and it's cool.

*taken in office with my phone*
Wonder how long I stick to red... hahaha

Past Weekend...

2009-04-01T08:54:00.003+08:00

Last Friday I took the day off from work. Went to NRD to get my i/c changed. The lady at the counter was plain rude. What a way to kill my day. Then went to eat curry mee with my parents and sis. Later, we return to Paramount to open a bank account for me.

Then Mandy came and fetch my sis and I back to high school. It's nice to see my teachers and juniors. Most of the teachers were shocked, so shocked to my sis. After hanging around in school, we went to 1U with my sis, Mandy, Karmen, Ivy, Joyce and Shanon. Joyce and Shanon went to watch Knowing while 5 of us had lunch in Garden.

We walked around looking for nail polish. Went to 3-4 shops and ended up at the first shop. My sis feel that we are weird. LOL

Sharing Is Caring...

2009-03-19T15:35:00.001+08:00

Here's a little something that I found on passthison.com. It makes me think, so I figure I'll share it here...

Why do people pay to go up tall buildings and then put money in binoculars to look at things on the ground?

Why do they put pictures of criminals up in the Post Office? What are we supposed to do . . . write to these people?

Why don't they just put pictures of criminals on postage stamps so the mailmen could look for them while they delivered the mail?

Why is it that when a man talks dirty to a woman, it's sexual harassment? When a woman talks dirty to a man, it's $3.95 a minute.

Can you cry under water?

If a deaf person has to go to court, is it still called a hearing?

If money doesn't grow on trees then why do banks have branches?

Why is it that people say they "slept like a baby" when babies wake up like every two hours?

Why does a round pizza come in a square box?

How can you save money for a Rainy Day, when it seems to rain all the time?

If the Police arrest a Mime, do they tell him he has the right to remain silent?

What hair color do they put on the driver licenses of bald men?

When bulls disagree, do they ever tell each other, “That’s a bunch of ‘human shit’”?

Why do banks charge you a "non-sufficient funds" fee on money they already know you don't have?

How come there are no "B" batteries?

If love is blind, why is lingerie so popular?

If the #2 pencil is so popular, why is it still #2 ?

If "Operators are standing by," shouldn't they get a different job where the company has chairs?

Why is it that if someone tells you that there are 400 billion stars in the universe you will believe them, but if they tell you that a wall has wet paint, you will have to touch it to be sure?

Why does the sun lighten our hair, but darken our skin?

Why is someone that invests your money called a BROKER?

Why doesn't glue stick to the inside of the bottle?

Why do you have to stop or shut down Windows by going to the START button?

Why is the third hand on a watch called the second hand?

Why do we never see newspaper headlines that read "PSYCHIC WINS LOTTERY?"

Why is it that when your plane arrives at the airport, it is the stewardess that's been with you on the flight that welcomes you to your destination? Why doesn't someone from your destination come onto the plane to welcome you instead?

Why are there flotation devices under airplane seats instead of parachutes?

If 7-11s are open 24 hours a day, 365 days a year, why are there locks on the doors?

Why do they report power outages on TV?

If knees were backward, what would chairs look like?

Why do women wear evening gowns to nightclubs? Shouldn't they be wearing night gowns?

Since Americans throw rice at weddings, do Orientals throw hamburgers?

Why is “abbreviation” such a long word?

Can fat people really go skinny-dipping?

Why do they call it a TV set when you only get one?

Why you need a driver’s license to buy liquor, when you can’t drink and drive?

In Arkansas, if you divorce your wife, is she still your cousin?

Why women can't put on mascara with their mouth closed?

If flying is so safe, why do they call the airport the terminal?

If you can't drink and drive, why do bars have parking lots?

Isn't it a bit unnerving that doctors call what they do "practice"?

Why is it that when you're driving and looking for an address, you turn the radio down?

Why do bills travel through the mail at twice the speed of checks?

If Fed-Ex and UPS were to merge, would they call it Fed-UP?

If you think nobody cares about you, try missing a couple of payments.

Isn't Disneyland a people-trap operated by a mouse?

The lights went out, but where to?

Why do we wash bath towels? Aren't we clean when we use them?

Why are they called apartments, when they are all stuck together?

Why are they called buildings when they are already finished? Shouldn't they be called builts?

Why do scientists call it "research" when looking for something new?

Why call it "take" a dump, when you leave something behind?

If a train station is where a train stops, and a bus station is where a bus stops, what is a workstation?

Employment applications always ask who should we notify in case of an emergency. Wouldn’t a good response be to write . . . A Good Doctor!

Since light travels faster than sound, isn't that why some people appear bright until you hear them speak?

War doesn't determine who's right, just who's left

If quitters never win, and winners never quit, what fool came up with, "Quit while you're ahead?"

How do you get off a non-stop flight?

If you jog backward, will you gain weight?

Why do they call it "chili" if it's hot?

Why is the time of day with the slowest traffic called rush hour?

If all the nations in the world are in debt, where did all the money go?

If Dad is Pop, how's come Mom isn't Mop?

Of Random-ness...

2009-03-17T14:58:00.003+08:00

It's more than 10 days since I last updated. Nothing much happened in between. Oh, I went to watch Race To Witch Mountain with my bro last Sunday. The film was entertaining to watch. Nothing too heavy with funny dialogues.

I'll say this movie is worth a watch.
On a second note, my aunt from Johor in here in KL. Her youngest daughter gave me a major shock yesterday. My aunt, uncle and my parents went to visit my uncle's relative yesterday night leaving her children with my siblings and I at home.
Everything was well until her youngest daughter age 8 started crying. My sis was trying to hard to make her stop crying and tell us what's wrong. That went on for fifteen minutes until I carried her and put her on my lap. I wiped her tears dry, hugged her and ask her what's wrong. Then she finally told me that she wants her mum...

Toothache...

2009-03-04T10:32:00.002+08:00

Went to the dentist yesterday and the dentist told me I need to get my left wisdom tooth pulled out. It's been aching badly since last Friday. Now I'm on medication, after my gum is not swollen anymore, I'll have my tooth pull out. The dentist say he'll pull my right wisdom tooth too. According to him, my wisdom tooth is slanting to one side and if I didn't pull it out, I'll keep getting toothache and in long run my other teeth will be infected too... :(

Saturday Night Fever...

2009-03-02T12:57:00.004+08:00

Went to catch a movie with my sibling, cousin and his girlfriend on Saturday. Went to 1U to buy the tickets. We wanted to catch the 9.40pm show but unfortunately, it's full. So we got the 11.40pm ticket. Then we went for dinner at Kota Damansara. The place is called Ipoh Road Yong Tao Foo if I'm not mistaken. The food there is nice and the foo chuk is so yummy. The bill came up to a total of RM 32.50, very cheap.
We went back to 1U around 10.30 and head to the mamak under the bridge. We had our 2nd round there until 11.15.
It took us around 20 minutes to get to the cinema as we kinda got lost in the mall.

What did we watch???
We watched this: Street Fighter: The Legend of Chun Li.

I'm not gonna make a movie review as I know I suck in it. So all I'm gonna say is the movie is nice and it's super cool to see Kristin Kruek do all the fighting scenes.
I'll say it's worth watching.
For those of you who is having problem deciding what to watch, I'll definitely recommend this...

Frustrated...

2009-02-25T16:44:00.003+08:00

Seems like my life have come to a point where it's just work, home, work, home. I feel like I don't even have a life anymore. Sometimes, I'm just so frustrated that I feel like crying. It's not like my job is giving me a lot of pressure, but I just feel so frustrated I don't even know how to put it in words. I really want to pour my heart out... I also notice that I've been really quiet these days. Little things will get me really frustrated.
And another thing that's worrying me is this person who I'm really close with. I'm worried that the person is involved in something that is religiously wrong. I'm picking up hints from everywhere but I just don't dare to confront that person. I'm afraid I'll make things worse.
I don't know what I can do to stop myself from being so emo-ish. I hope those who've suffered my temper and emo-ness will put up with and bear with me until I get over it... I hope I'll got this phase or whatever as soon as possible...

I'M SORRY IF I'VE LOSE MY TEMPER... I really am...

Moody...

2009-02-17T15:21:00.002+08:00

I've been totally outta mood recently. It seems that I can find fault and flaws with anyone and anything. I can even complain on a song or an ad for a good 20 minutes. I just don't feel like doing anything. I can feel my body taking a toll on me. Didn't get a chance to rest during Chinese New Year, not at all. It's all about getting up very early and sleeping very late with no chance of catching a wink in between because it's either we're out, or it's too freaking hot to sleep. I want some time for myself..

CNY 2009 Day 3...

2009-02-09T17:00:00.000+08:00

My grandma passed away 14 years ago. So during CNY, we will visit my grandma's resting place on the 2nd day of CNY, but this year we went on the 3rd day... Most of the pictures taken here are random...

My dad, uncle and cousin clearing the dead grass around my grandma's grave...

My grandma's tomb stone...

This is the last of my CNY post. I went to my mother's side of family in Perak on the 4th day of CNY. Then we left for KL on the 5th day as my grandma on this side opens a restaurant and is already busy... Looking forward to another great CNY celebration next year....

CNY 2009 Day 2...

2009-02-06T17:00:00.000+08:00

On the 2nd day of CNY, all of us got up at 5am and left for Pantai Merdeka which is 1 and a half hour away... We went there for 1 reason only, and that is to get my 2nd uncle 'ku jiong' and his 2nd sond baptised.

Some random shots taken while waiting for the tide to rise...

Reading some scriptures before entering the water..

Time to get baptised...

My cousin getting baptised...

Random shots after...

My dad preparing the 'blood' of Jesus Christ...

Preparing the 'flesh' of Jesus Christ...

Distributing the precious 'blood' of Christ.

You must have your leg washed so that you will walk the path of Jesus Christ

That's for the 1st half of the day....
After dinner we went to Istana Anak Bukit for sight seeing...

My lil' cousins...

Yours truly...

My aunts and mom and my cousin's gf

My dad and mom with my siblings...

The couples...

That sums up the 2nd day of my CNY celebration...

CNY 2009 Day 1...

2009-02-04T15:43:00.000+08:00

Woke up at 7.30am on the 1st day of CNY...
Get ready for the worship and thanksgiving session later at 10am

Before that...we cam whore first...

My cousin and my sis...

My mama...

L-R: 3rd aunt, cousin's gf, 4th aunt, 5th aunt, youngest aunt,
mama and me...

The RED gang...

The worship session ends around 12pm then we had home cooked lunch and the much anticipated angpow giving session...
Not much picture was taken that day as all was too busy distributing and receiving 'angpows'...lol

MyFM CNY Carnival @ Low Yat II

2009-02-02T11:57:00.009+08:00

As promised these are the pictures from MyFM CNY Carnival on 18th of January...

Natalie... ASQ runner up...

Debbie Lim, ASQ 1st runner- up...

Danny Koo ASQ finalist/ Motorsikal 2.0 host

DJ Jym from MyFm/Astro...

Yise from Astro...

Yan Wan Chean, 2008 ASQ Winner... *look how happy my sis is looking*

Me and Wan Chean...

ASQ 2008 Top 5
L-R: Hao Ren, Natalie, Debbie, Wan Chean, Danny

Yan from MyFm/ Astro...

Bao Yu from Astro...

Gan Jiang Han from Astro...

Chui Ling...

ASQ Top 5...

My sis just couldn't get over Wan Chean...

DJ Royce...

Deng Chi Zhang... Producer of MyFm CNY Album...

DJ Nicholas...

DJ Jack Lim...

DJ Jason...

DJ Wai Fun...

Astro TV Personality, Siow Hui Min

Ok..That's about it...
Next up is on my CNY celebration...

See You After Chor Pat...

2009-01-28T13:00:00.003+08:00

Chor Pat is the 8th day of CNY... I'll start working on that day.
Why Chor Pat out of so many days? Well it's because I'll only be able to go online after I return to my office. There's no connection at both my grandparent's place *Kedah+Perak* I guess I'm having so much fun at the moment hahaha...
Anyway... I'd love to wish all of you have a great year ahead...

Happy Chinese New Year...

2009-01-26T00:00:00.002+08:00

*pics from google.com*

WISHING YOU A HAPPY AND PROSPEROUS NEW YEAR
MAY ALL YOUR WISH COME TRUE
GONG XI FA CAI
KONG HEI FATT CHOI
KIONG HEE HUAT CAI
HUAT AH!!!!!

Last Post For The Year Of Mouse

2009-01-22T13:38:00.003+08:00

Woohoo!!!!!!! Like what the title says, it's the last post for the year of mouse...
Today I'll begin my balik kampung journey right after work...
Guess I'll reach Kedah around 2-3am. I've no mood to work at all. After such a long wait, today finally came. Can't wait to see all my relatives...
Hyperness at the highest level...hahaha

TOMORROW IS THE DAY...

2009-01-21T10:53:00.002+08:00

GOD, I'M SO FREAKING EXCITED!!!!!!!!!
I've been waiting for this day to come for so long... Tomorrow I'll begin my journey back to my home town. I've started to pack my bag since last Saturday and I'm not almost done. I started my CNY shopping since Dec 2008 and completed it last Sunday. This year I spent RM 400 plus on clothes alone. I bought 7 tops, 1 dress, 1 jeans and 2 skirts. This is the most I've bought for Chinese New Year. For the past 20 years of my life, I only buy 2-3 sets of clothes.
But my mom says it's OK because it's only once a year and all the clothes I bought are at a very very reasonable price. Most of them are in discounted price. Anyway, I'm lovin' all my new clothes.

KEDAH... I'M COMING HOME TOMORROW....
CNY... I'M WELCOMING YOU IN 5 DAYS...

过年咯～～～

2009-01-20T11:12:00.000+08:00

一年一度的农历新年要来临了。。。我正在期待着回乡路程开始。那种期待回乡的感觉真的很好。、我就是那个一年365天都等待农历新年人，哈哈。可是回乡之前还有很多很多的事情要做。工作上的啦，家里的啦，就连我的行李都还没整理好。我已经不在工作的状态里了，我完完全全是在过年的心情里了。
好开新，好兴奋。

回想=倒数2天
新年=倒数6天

兴奋到～～～

MyFM CNY Carnival @ Low Yat Plaza

2009-01-19T12:23:00.003+08:00

My sis has been pestering me to go with her to the above mentioned events om 18th of Jan 2009 for the whole week... I was reluctant to go as I am super lazy to leave the house, if it wasn't that my CNY shopping is not done, I won't go.
So my sis, bro and I went to meet Christine *a primary school friend whom I haven't met for year* in the LRT. We reached Times Square around 11am and had lunch at Bar B Q Plaza. I bought 1 dress and 1 top at Nichii after lunch. After that we head to Sg Wang Plaza and did another round of shopping. There I bought 1 skirt and leggings. My sis keeps on saying it's time to go to Low Yat when Christine and I was trying on clothes.
Christine stay in Sg Wang to meet her other friends while we go to Low Yat. There's so much people there. All the myfm DJ's, Astro TV Host,Astro Star Search Finalist and Beauty Pageant's contestants were there. There were so much freebies given out. *Pictures is to come later*
My sis went hyper when ASQ 2008 winner Gan Wan Chean appeared. We took so much pictures and so much prizes that night.

*I won't be here starting 23rd of Jan to 2nd Feb 2009 as I'll be celebrating CNY in my home town*
♥ Balik Kampung - 3 days
♥Chinese New Year - 7 days

Of Excitement, Family and Celebration...

2009-01-15T09:44:00.006+08:00

In exactly 1 week from today, I'll be heading back to my home town in Kedah... Gosh, the excitement is just so overwhelming. I can't wait to pack, I can't wait to set my feet in the old house, I can't wait to meet my grandparents, aunts, uncles, cousins, nieces, nephews. We will talk and laugh and do crazy things together. I remember there's a year where we had pop pop war... It's so funny. Some even got attacked in the toilet... It's so fun to do all the crazy things with them. I feel so excited I don't even know how to put it in words hahaha.
I guess I'll just have to slowly anticipate for next Thursday to come...

On a second note:
I heard that Saewei is going to give birth today.
I wish you a smooth delivery, and may you give birth to a fei fei bak bak baby...

♥Chinese New Year - 10 Days♥
♥Balik Kampung - 7 days♥

Summarising the 1st Week of 2009...

2009-01-06T15:34:00.005+08:00

Okie... Nothing exciting happened during the countdown as I was just sitting in frotn of the tv with a copy of CLEO...

Thursday, 1st Jan 2009,
Went to Times Square to meet with friend I've known from NS with my sis.
After hanging out with them for awhile, my sis and I went on our own to do some Chinese New Year shopping. I only got 1 top from FOS, my sis and I decided to get something for my parents and bro. So we bought 1 shirt each for dad and mom and a pants for the bro...

Friday, 2nd Jan 2009,
As usual, it's workday...

Saturday, 3rd Jan 2009,
Went to church, then head to Sg. Wang Plaza with sis and bro for S.H.E meet the fans session.
My sis have been looking forward to this day forever. It's super tiring to stand there, squeezing with 9887793214527 people *imagine canned sardine*...

Sunday, 4th Jan 2009,
Help my dad do some reparing and painting for the lorry which will be sent to Puspakom examination...

I'm sure your 1st week of 2009 is much better and more exciting than mine....

On second note, Chinese New Year is 19 days away and my journey back to hometown starts in 16 days... Excited~

2009's Resolution...

2009-01-02T09:59:00.005+08:00

I've never have the habit of making new year resolution *as I can never keep them*. This year however, I decided to make some.So here goes the list of resolution:

eat healthy *keep fast food at a minimum level... bye McD*.
lose weight .
keep my room less like a world war II's aftermath.
spend more time with my family.
buy less heels/shoes *keep it to less than 3 pairs*.
buy less earrings *I have over 40 pairs*.
sleep earlier .
stay in touch with family and friends as much as possible.
be a better daughter in 2009 than I was back in 2008.

And most importantly...

devote myself more in church affair.
read more Bible.

There you have it, my 2009's resolution...
By the way... Chinese New Year is 23 days away, and my journey back to my home town begins in 20 days...

HAPPY NEW YEAR...

2009-01-01T00:00:00.000+08:00

*from google.com*

♥ANNA WISHES ALL♥
♥A HAPPY NEW YEAR♥
♥MAY 2009 BE A GREAT YEAR FOR YOU♥

To My Brother...

2008-12-30T09:37:00.002+08:00

Dear Matthew,

Although you might not be reading this, I just want you to say that I'm glad God gave you to be my brother and that you are part of my family, I wouldn't want anybody else as my brother. I want to tell you that I'm sorry we fought so badly the other day. I do realise that I really am a pain in the a** sometimes. I know I'm not a good sister. I know that sometimes we don't see eye to eye on things. Sometimes I say things which doesn't sound good to the ears and I don't mean it at all. I really want to apologize for all the wrong I did you.
We are brought up as typical Asian who doesn't express our feelings very well. We never say 'I Love You' to each other, but I want to tell you that although I don't say it out loud, I really really do love you and Joanna. I pray and I hope with all my heart that we won't grow apart from each other. I hope all three of us will stay together for our days to come and until the end of our days.

Love,
Anna.

Merry Christmas~~

2008-12-24T12:48:00.003+08:00

*picture from google.com*

MERRY CHRISTMAS
&
HAPPY NEW YEAR

♥ May God Bless You And May You Have A Good Year Ahead ♥

ShoutOut's Year End Gathering 2008...

2008-12-23T11:25:00.014+08:00

ShoutOut's Year End Gathering 2008 is a success... So here are the pictures taken from Andrew's camera and was sent to me by PrincessV because Andrew forgot to send to me... Anyway, here goes the picture...

Saewei and me...

Jess and me... *I stole this from William's Facebook*

Lasker showing appreciation to the organisers

Lasker aka the boss and Elise aka Mrs Boss who came all the way from Penang to join us...

Boss giving his Thank You speech...

Lasker's signature dance :whee:

Lastly, the ShoutOut Family Photo...

It was really a lot of fun during YEG, we laughed and talked so much. It's nice meeting some of you guys for the first time. Hope to more such outing soon...

Yan Wan Chean...

2008-12-22T16:46:00.005+08:00

I went to ShoutOut Gathering on Saturday, but the post on it have to wait until I get my hands on the pictures...

So on Sunday I went to Ikano to see Yan Wan Chean the Astro Star Quest 2008 winner.
My sister is fanatic over her. She got so crazy and bought 2 copies of her EP.

She is cute in reality and very polite too. During her press release, she sold 400 copies in 1 hour. She made a promise that if her EP can sell more than 5000 copies she will wear heels...

It's My Day...

2008-12-19T14:56:00.007+08:00

This is something I never expect to get... lol..
Since 1 week ago MyFm had this SHE Meet The Fans Session game going on. All you have to do is call in answer a simple question about SHE then create a radio programme for FM SHE. So my sis keep asking me to help her call in as her Mandarin is bad *very bad*. I didn't really bother about calling at first because I thought that SHE is the TOP band in Asia, thousands of people are gonna call in at the same time. What are the chances? Anyway, my sis and I tried calling at 11 something today (we work at different place and communicate through MSN). but we couldn't get through. We called so many times.

*picture from google.com*
Then. again at around 2pm my sis said that the SHE game is on again and it's the last run already, so I just dialled the number. It was busy during the first few attempts and I told myself that if it's engaged again this time, I'm just gonna hang up and moe on with my life...
Then it happened, Vivian, the MyFm DJ picked up the phone. My heart was beating like 795118962145 times per second. I was so nervous when I say the station's slogan and answering the question. The worst part is when I have to say what is the programme that I'm gonna do for FM SHE, my brain was totally blank (ans I was doing all that while msn-ing my sis) Then I said something like 'I'll do a programme where it features beauty and good for the environment'. And I got the 4 VIP tickets... My sis is waaaaaaay more excited than I am..lol
So I have 4 VIP ticket and I only need 3 for my sis, my bro and myself.
There's 1 more extra ticket...

Set-up For PC Fair KL...

2008-12-12T15:02:00.006+08:00

Although it was a public holiday for Selangor yesterday, I am still working. My colleague drove me to LRT Station in Kelana Jaya then we took the LRT to avoid traffic congestion and the expensive parking fee. I went all the way to KL Convention Centre to do set up for Samsung Booth, which is located in Hall 5. It was a long walk from the KLCC Station all the way to the Convention Centre and my goodness, KLCC is madly packed thanks to the Public Holiday...
We reached the Convention Centre around 12pm and we sat there waiting for the transporter to send the showcases and the metal thing that we use to build the area... We waited until 1:30 pm and no one came, so we walk all the way to food court to have lunch. Every single stall was packed with people and there's no place to land our butt. We waited for quite a while before we finally get a place to sit.

After lunch, the transporter came with our long awaited goods. So we start the work. You have no idea how hot it is in the Convention Centre. The organiser was to stingy to pay for the air con on the set-up day. Anyway, the workers started to build everything and we got things done at around 9pm. I was dead tired that I didn't even talk to my colleague on the way back to Kelana Jaya. I reach home around 10pm. I had my dinner at 10:30pm...
*I'll show some mess before we started our work*

These are the showcases that are used to display the MP3,
cameras and Samsung LCD.

The boxes there are free gifts including towels, SD Cards,
mini tripods and stuff.

For those who wants to find great bargain for gadgets like MP3, Cameras and Computer related stuff, please head on to KL Convention Centre this weekend.
PC Fair KL is from this Friday to Sunday 12-14 December 2008.
*Thank God I'm having Monday off as replacement for yesterday's holiday*
Wheeee~~~

Working On A Holiday...

2008-12-11T10:09:00.004+08:00

Today is supposed to be a holiday in the State of Selangor, but I still have to work.
And I'm working at KL Convention Centre for PC Fair 2008 set-up.

*my "contractor" pass*

It's gonna be a long day ahead....

Long Tiring Weekend...

2008-12-09T15:17:00.010+08:00

Since I took last Friday off, I had four days of holidays. On Friday I went out with my high school besties... I went to meet Jia Ni and Li Chien in Jia Ni's house. Li Chien wants us to do some autograph thing. So we left for 1U at 10:15am. It was a little early when we reach 1U. We decided to walk around before proceeding to Neway. In Neway, we all the crazy things, sing all the crazy songs. It made me miss my high school years alot. We left Neway at 2:30pm, then we begin to shop around. I went to collect my 988 Chinese New Year DVD *YAY after 2 weeks of long torturing wait*. First thing I did when I reach home was to pop the "waited forever" Chinese New Year DVD in the player and blast the stereo. I bet the neighbours must have thought that I've gone crazy. Ok. Enough about Friday.

Saturday,
Saturday went on as normal. Got up, then do cleaning around the house. Church service at 3:00pm. My aunt came by with 2 of my cousin brother, their girlfriend and the girlfriend's sis. She is a really cute girl. Later we went to dinner around 8.00pm at this new food court in PJ19. We left the place at 10:00 plus, then we went our separate ways. Got back home, nothing much to do, so I lazed in front of the tv with my family. I stayed up watching The Mummy Returns with my brother until 2.30am...

Sunday,
Got up late on Sunday. Mom say she wanna go Masjid India, so all of us went by LRT. Reach there around 2-3pm. Walked around, went to Mydin. My mom bought school uniform and some shirts for my brother. All I got my eyes on are a piece of skirt. After we left Mydin, we went to another mall. It's called Semua House I think. Nothing much in that mall. So we went and hunt for food instead. Somehow, we ended up in a place called Station Kopitiam. Gosh, the service is bad, the food is not good and all you can't imagine how sweet the drinks are. Please, for your own good, don't go there.
It was a tiring day with all the walking. We got home around 7:00pm *just in time for me to catch my drama...haha* Around 8:00pm, my sister said she wanna go pasar malam. Since no one else wanna go, I went with her. I bought a new bag and a new shirt. We only spent less than an hour at pasar malam. My parents went out along with my brother and came home with a bad news. My cousin bro *on my mom's side* was badly burnt by hot soup and was admited in to the hospital. He was badly injured around his abdomen, thigh, palms and also his private. He is only 12.

Monday,
My family and I went to visit my cousin in the hospital. It broke my heart to see him lying in the bed. He looked fragile and vulnerable. He keeps crying, I guess it's too much pain for a 12 years old kid. He cannot wear clothes, so he is covered in layers of cloth. The doctor apply lot's of medication on him. We left the hospital and went to aunt's house. My mom and my aunt chatted for a while then we left.
My dad made a turn to Leisure Mall afterward. My sister got the MyFm Chinese New Year DVD from Speedy. We just went in for about half and hour. My sis and and was left in BUM while my parents and brother went to hunt for food. We ended up in Sifu Wan Tan Mee. I had the Char Siew Rice. It was served in a bowl with some vegetables. It instantly reminded me of the one shown in Stephen Chow's God Of Cookery... The Char Siew Rice is very very very tasty. I can recall clearly the taste and aroma of it as I'm typing this.

We got home around 7:30pm and again, the MyFm Chinese New Year album went blasting on the DVD player...
I, again stayed up until 1am although I gotta work today...

On a side note...
♥Chinese New Year is 47 days away♥

Countdown...

2008-11-20T10:39:00.010+08:00

*I know it's totally too early to be talking about Chinese New Year, but I just can't help it*
The shop attendant in Rock Corner 1U says that my Chinese New Year DVD is only going to arrive next month. That is totally a mood killer. I've been waiting forever for the album to be release, I went through the trouble to go and pre-order it, wait for it to be officially in the market and now the shop attendant is saying I have to wait until next month... :(
Anyway... Chinese New Year is 62 days away from today... and yes I am counting down every day of it. Good news is I am going to celebrate Chinese New Year in Kedah and my 2nd uncle (ku jiong) decided to be baptised finally, Thank God. I guess the baptising ceremony will be held during the 3rd day of Chinese New Year. I really can't wait for Chinese New Year to finally be here...
♥ 62 DAYS TO GO ♥

The L Word...

2008-11-12T16:30:00.009+08:00

My sis bought The L Word DVD last Saturday. I've wanted to watch this drama since I first heard of it. It's not a new show as season 6 is coming out next year. Can't believe I'm only starting now... The drama revolves around a group of friend who are gay. It's about how they go through their live. The drama is good although it's kinda boring at some parts... I finished watching the whole Season 1 in 2 days. For those of you who are still looking for a nice drama to watch I'll recommend this, but don't watch it around kids as they have uncut sex scenes.

The casts of L Word season 1

She is my favourite character in the show Shane McCutcheon, played by Kate Moennig.

*another side of Kate Moennig*
I so am going to finish all 5 seasons before the 6th come out.
*in the meantime, shopping for CNY is the main priority*

Bigger eye...

2008-11-05T11:49:00.003+08:00

I've always wanted bigger eye. Don't get me wrong, I love my Chinese/Asian eyes. Yesterday, my wish came true but NOT the way I wanted. Instead I got swollen eye. My left eye was swollen and I look like crap *no pictures although my sis keep pestering me for it*. So I took a day off yesterday and went to see a doctor. The doctor said it could be allergy. He gave me 4 pills only *and 1 eye drop*. 1 tablet per day for 4 days and that's it. It cost me RM 25 for that but who cares since it's claimable hahaha....

*my eye looked like that but of course she's much cuter*
**pic. from google.com*
Guess what I did the whole of yesterday??? I slept the afternoon and evening away. I don't know if it's the medicine of if it's just me... I had my lunch at 6pm then dinner at 9.30pm. My mama said I got my time all topsy-turvy...lol

Something is kinda wrong with me these few days. I keep searching for food. I think it's PMS. Gotta control my urge for more and more food...CNY is on it's way and I have clothes to shop for...haha

Capalang in one post....

2008-11-03T14:27:00.003+08:00

Ok.. First my washing machine decided to fail on me... So I have to do all the laundry manually. Thank God I'm not people who pile the laundry before washing them or else I might have died doing laundry.
Laundry aside....

Yesterday I went to 1U with my siblings. Main intention is to go get new clothes (read: CNY clothes). Somehow, none caught our eyes. So we went to Coffee Bean to chill. We actually wanted to hang out in Starbucks but it was so crowded.
We went walking around and almost got lost in 1U... Then I went to my favourite place in 1U *2nd favorite actually, 1st is Neway* Pay Less Books.... and I got myself... THIS>>>>
I've always wanted to get this book and I finally got it and it only cost RM 15.00.
Time to sell off some old books to get some new books ^_^v

New Life....

2008-10-29T17:45:00.004+08:00

Don't think you've come to wrong blog... This is still MY blog... I did some changes to it. So now it's white instead of the previous pink... Btw, I've lost all my link during the process so please do let me know if I missed you out from the new link...Thank You :)

Randomness...

2008-10-23T15:10:00.004+08:00

*I actually wanted to blog in Chinese but due to my laziness to type in 'pin yin', I decided to do it in English instead*

I find myself just wanting to blog so much lately. Problem is I don't have anything interesting to blog about. My parents went outstation for business trip again. I pray that they have a save trip and everything goes well for them. Looks like it's just my siblings and I this weekend *so I get to play head of family again hahaha* and I gotta cook this weekend. Every single time I ask my sis what she wants me to cook for the weekend, she'll forever answer 'Pan Mee for Saturday and Spaghetti for Sunday'. Standard answer lol.

I'm really glad I don't feel as bad as yesterday. Thanks for your concern friends. I shall be fine in no time.

Time to go buy the ingredients after work...LOL

Random Ranting...

2008-10-22T17:24:00.003+08:00

I felt kinda unhappy recently. Can't really point it out though. I've got so much to say and I need somebody to share it with. Unfortunately, I still couldn't find a person I trust with all my problems.
Sometimes, I wish I could really break free and just live my life my own way instead of living in an image I potray... It's really stressful to live on standards set by people. Why can't I lead my life my own way at my own pace??? After all it's my life, right?

Dear God, help me be happy please, Thank You

Why me???

2008-10-20T09:09:00.004+08:00

I've been tagged many many times in the past month...So here's another one...

Instruction :Remove one question from the above

And add in your personal question.

Make it a total of 20 questions and tag 8 people.

List them at the end of the post.

Notify them at their cbox that they’ve been tagged.

Whoever who does the tags will have blessing from all.

1. At what age do you wish to married?
Hmm...25-27...

2. Study hard or play hard?
Study life is on hold now...So play hard...

3. Who is the person you trust most?
I trust myself most...

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
Confidence is my middle name...

5. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
For me to have lotsa money to help my dad make his wish come true...

6 .How much you wish to earn in the future?
Enough for me to lead a comfortable life and for me to put my children through U...

7. What is your goal this year?
Erm, I wanted to get my driver's license but seems like it's on hold again...

8. Do you believe in eternity love?
God's love is...

9. If you have all the time and money in the world, what would you do?
1st, I'll send my dad to Israel as he wanted to there since forever.

10. When will you feel sad?
I feel sad when I see my family don't stay together, I fee; sad when I see people going away from God.

11. Balloons or Candy?
Candy

12. What feelings you hate the most?
Loneliness

13. What is your childhood ambition?
I wanted to be a singer when I was a kid, then as I grow, I tend to get more practical...

14. Do you believe in love at first sight?
I do...

15. Ever feel that the universe is against you?
Yes, bad bad feeling...

16. Who do you hope to be always behind you, supporting you?
Family members, friends and most importantly God and Jesus Christ...

17. People who are going to be hated by you?
Selfish and arrogant people.

18. What is on your mind right now?
Sleep, seeing you and HOLIDAY...

19. Do you deserve to be loved?
I think everyone deserve to be loved...

20. Do you wish to have more than 24 hours per day?
I surely do...

8 things you are passionate about:
1. God
2. family
3. friends
4. love
5. singing
6. shouting
7. blogging
8. plurking

8 things i say/type too often:
1. haha
2. LOL
3. kns
4. whatever
5. dunno
6. Hi
7. Ei
8. Wei

8 books i have read recently:
1. Bible
2. Little Scroll
3. Cleo
4. Breath Of Paradise
5. *some Chinese novels*

8 songs i could hear over and over again:
1. All Teresa Teng's songs
2. Elvis Presley's songs
3. Jay Chou - Qing Hua Ci
4. SHE - dian xiao er
5. SHE - yue guang shou za
6. Karen Mok- Guang Dao Zi Lian
7. Bryan McKnight - Back at One
8. Karen Kong - Li Dao

8 things i regret most:
1. Have never said I love you to my parents
2. Didn't study properly during high school years
3. Didn't accept the vocal class my dad's friend offered
4. Didn't keep in touch with most friends from primary school
5. To fight with Li Chien over some stupid things in Form 3 due to 1 fake hypocrite
6. Lost contact with a senior from high school who took care of me really well
7. Never get to know my grandpa better
8. Never know why you just stopped talking to me...

8 people that i tag..
1. you
2. you
3. you
4. you
5. you
6. you
7. you
and
8. YOU!!!

I'm Pregnant...

2008-10-14T13:23:00.008+08:00

Not actually pregnant, but I've dreamt of being pregnant. In fact I've dreamt about it 3 times.
I don't know what it means, so I googled it up. Some of the sites said that I could be expecting a baby, some said that it's the anxiety after the intercourse that causes it. But that's all for sexually active females, and it has nothing to do with me.
But there's this site which said that it's a sign of archetypal transition into a new self-awareness *whatever that means*. Although I do look forward to become a mom somewhere in the future, I am sure I have no intention to be pregnant at the moment.
Anyway, anyhow, I know God will arrange everything for me...
*I think pregnancy is a great process of life*

月光手札... Moonlight Handbook...

2008-10-13T13:16:00.007+08:00

青春是窗边那份月光手札 (youth is like a moonlight handbook by the window)
遇见你之前纸页无暇 (before meeting you, pages of the handbook is clean)
曾经的夜里你会点灯开始写她(those nights where you use to light a fire and write about her)
用世上最轻最温柔的笔画(using the softest, most beautiful strokes of brush))
你不爱了吧所以渐渐的将笔搁下(you no longer love, slowly you put down the pen/brush)
只剩我一个人傻傻在月光下静静翻阅那些话(I'm left alone under the moonlight reading the handbook sillyly)
爱不爱我你都懒得回答（心为了谁而落发）(you are not bothered to answer me if you still love me)(heart broken for who)
原来我付出的年华(all the sacrifices that I made)
只换到你的潇洒（怎麽做才叫放下）(only to be paid by your carefree attitude) ( what should I do to let go)
我的愿望奢侈吗就算只是一小束花 ( is my dream too much even if it's just a litlle bouquet of flowers)
爱不爱我你都懒得回答（心早已为你落发）(you are not bothered to answer me if you still love me)(my heart is broken for you)
我的眼泪你也慢慢别过头不再去擦 (my tears, you slowly turned away, not bothered to wipe then off anymore)

（一地的无尽挣扎）(an endless self conflict)
我是一把无奈的雪花漫步在你给的炎夏( I am a helpless snowflake, under the heat of summer)

深情像无须灌溉那盆假花 (passion, like plastic flowers which doesn't need watering)
所以你远远忽略了也不怕( so you are not afraid to neglect it)
没有爱了吧所以你渐渐不再看她( no more love, so you don't at it anymore)
只剩我褪色的枝枒在月光下没有人可以说话(I'm a flower which lost it colours, under the moonlight, no one to talk to)

我是那份悲伤的手札只为等你写几句话( I'm the pathetic handbook., longing for you to write something...)

This is my latest song obssession, a song from S.H.E's new album. The translation is done by me, kinda off course at some parts, just trying to make it sound nicer.

Singing Holiday Tunes....

2008-10-06T12:55:00.004+08:00

Holidays are fun... During the Raya holiday a few days ago, my aunts came from Kedah and Johor. So, aunts = female = shopping... My 1st day of Raya holiday is spent shopping with my aunts... The day before I slept at 2.30am and was waken up at 8am by my mum. She said we'll go meet up with my aunts at 'Niu Zhe Xui' NZX.
So I thought I'll just be awhile then we'll be back home, without thinking twice I done on my 3 inch heels as it was there and I'm lazy to go dig another pair of shoe... Oh boy I was so wrong.
After NZX they went to Ikea. Thank God my dad decided to go to McD instead so my sis and 2 little cousins and I tagged along. After makan, back to Ikea again. 1 hour later, all of them came out and went to McD... So my sis and I decided to hit The Curve instead. My youngest Aunt came with us as she's really a shopping freak *hope she don't read this lol* Not enough with NZX, Ikea and The Curve, they decided to head to 1 Utama... Then, we had dinner at Ming Tien at 11.30PM...

Next day, I got up at 8am again... Boy it was tiring. But this is something I'm not gonna miss.
It's a K session planned 1 week before hand by Wendy and I. I left home at 10 something and took my own sweet time walking around The Curve *again*. 10 minutes before 11 I went to RedBox and waited for the rest... Most that came are Shouters. Since there's 11 of us, we decided to take the VIP room instead. We only have to add RM 40 to our total bill and we get an extra hour+ private toilet+extra mic... After we divide the bill, it came less than RM 30 per person...
Okie..Enough of crapping... Here are some pictures I stole from Wendy's...

Me and Wendy dear...

Top L-R: Aaron, WaiSeng, David, Andrew, Joshua
Bottom L-R: William, Me, Wendy, Hugo, Daniel, Ricky

I somehow think this picture is weird and funny...

You can see 1 fella busy digging nose here..lol..

From a proper SINGING session, it turned into SHOUTING session...
There's even a 'yam seng' session included...
Possibilities are endless with these people...
Hope to have another K session like this soon.

*on a side note, I lost my voice after the K session*

Kena again

2008-10-03T17:08:00.000+08:00

Got tagged by Jeannie
I just completed a tag by Wendy last week, now I got tagged by Jeannie. But what the heck, since I got nothing to update my blog with, I'll do the tag...

Here goes....
THE SELF
[01] Name: Anna.
[02] Nickname: annabananatralala *given by Wendy* Nana *given by Aaron*.
[03] Married: Nope and don't intend to at the moment .
[04] Zodiac Sign: Snake
[05] Gender: Female
[06] Age: 19
[07] High School: SMK Taman S.E.A
[08] College: not yet
[09] Height: 160+cm
[10] Weight: more than 50 less than 100 can??? lol
[11] Do you like yourself: erm, I'm confortable with myself
[12] Piercings: one on each ear
[13] Right or left: right
[14] Are you a freak : Depends... I could be...
[15] Hair: Long, wavy, brownish by nature...
[16] Skin: I was told I have very very fair skin...
[17] Allergic: don't think so...
[18] What are you doing now: working
[19] What will you do 1 hour later: still working...
[20] What will you do 10 years later: 10 years is a very long time...

THE FAMILY
[21] Live with mother/father/parents: Parents and siblings
[22] Siblings(included you): 3
[23] Eldest: Me .
[24] Youngest: Bro .
[25] Love/hate your family: Love them all my life...

THE LOVE
[26] You found your another half: No, not yet...
[27] If yes, who is he/she:
[28] If no, who you want he/she to be: The person God mande for me...
[29] Time(s) you in relationship: 0
[30] Ever woo boy/girl(0-100000): 0
[31] Anyone woo you before(0-100000): Dun remember...
[32] Did anything wrong to your other half: No other half how to do wrong??? lol
[33] What was/were the wrong you had done:
[34] Ever argue with your other half: No other half how to argue???
[35] You with your other half since:
[36] Are you straight/Lesbo: Completely straight...
[37] Reasons you love your other half: I'll tell you when I find my other half :)
[38] You and your other half in which stage: No stage la...
[39] You woo he/she or he/she woo you: I'll yell you when I know...
[40] Ever think of marry he/she: When I get married I'll you k...

THE FRIENDS
[41] Your first best friend: I got 2 best friends together..Ni and Chien
[42] Your first enemy: Don't remember...
[43] The friend you love the most: My 2 best friends
[44] The enemy you hate the most(1only): Why wanna hate when you can love???
[45] Your most beautiful girl friend: They are both equally beautiful :)
[46] Your most handsome guy friend: Can I keep that to myself?
[47] The kind of girl you hate the most: Inconsiderate, materialistic, spoilt b*tch...
[48] The kind of boy you hate the most: Inconsiderate, full-of-himself kinda guy...
[49] You fall in love with your close friend before: No..
[50] Your best friend is your ex-lover: No lover before = no ex can?
[51] If your friend backstab you: Confront him/her...
[52] If your friend betray you: Confront him/her...
[53] If your friend woo your lover: I'll let her woo and see if the guy is worth it. If he REALLY loves me, he'll stay...
[54] If your friend fall in love with you: Might consider, provided we're not attached at that time.
[55] If you fall in love with your best friend: I'll keep quiet in order not to spoil our current relationship...

THE STUDIES
[56] Are you a good student: Definately not
[57] You always done your homeworks/assignments: assignment yes but homework...err...
[58] The teacher/tutor you love the most: Pn Carol Lau...
[59] Always late to school/college: Never
[60] Your class: is over...
[61] You love your seniors: some
[62] Senior who you love the most: None
[63] Your classmates good/bad: They're ok
[64] Excellent result classmate: dun remember
[65] Laziest classmate: It's a guy...but no name k..

THE PEOPLE
[66] Smart people: My dad
[67] Stupid people: There's onlylazy people, no stupid people...
[68] Good looking people: All are good looking in their own ways...
[69] Ugly people: Ugly inside or outside???
[70] Funny people: My family are all pretty funny...
[71] Cute people: All babies
[72] Bad people: Since they are bad, let's not spoil the mood by 'remembering' them...
[73] Honest people: everybody lies... Except God and Jesus Christ.
[74] Acting people: When you lie you act...
[75] You are what kind of people: I dunno, you judge...

THE PREFER
[76] Lip or eyes: dari mata turun ke hati..so eyes...
[77] Hugs or kisses: Hugs
[78] Shorter or taller: Taller can?
[79] Hesitant or spontaneous: Depends...
[80] Nice stomach or nice arms: Nice arms
[81] Listener or talker: Both
[82] Romantic or rich: Rich-mantic...
[83] Good husband or Good Father: Good husband

THE FUTURE
[84] Age to get marry: 25-27
[85] Numbers of kid(s): 2-4
[86] Career: Tourist guide/TV personality
[87] Salary: RM 1 000 000 per year can liao...
[88] Retirement age: When I feel like it...
[89] Properties value: More than you can ever imagined..
[90] Wishes: To have the future I want and for my parents and myself to be healthy always...

THE VICTIMS
[91] Charlene
[92] Daphne
[93] Elvie
[94] Melanie
[95] Mae

2008-09-30T14:49:00.002+08:00

Okie... This is a quick post.
I just want to wish all the Muslim's in Malaysia Selamat Hari Raya.
Be safe during this festive season and may God bless you...

2 in 1 post...

2008-09-24T09:47:00.004+08:00

I was tagged by Ms. Wendy, and since I've got nothing to update my blog with, I decided to complete the tag. But before I begin with the tag, here's a side note:
JJ is involved in a motorbike accident. He has been operated for a slight splinter and now he has 4 screws in his butt... So for you people who know him, please drop him a message and wish him well.

OK..Back to the tags...
I am supposed to list down 10 things about myself, so here goes...

1. I still haven't get my driving license... jialatness...

2. I can't wait for a long holiday during CNY...

3. I am also feeling pretty lost at the moment.

4. I want to go back to studying.

5. I want to give my parents a 25th wedding annivesary suprise (5 years from now).

6. I wish I can be a better daughter to my parents.

7. I want to get myself a DSLR as soon as possible.

8. I love singing *who doesn't know* lol.

9. I want to be a singer *would you buy my album??* lol

10. I want to be more devoted to God...

There, my completed tag...whee...
So the 'lucky' people who will be tagged by me is
Christine
Diane
David
Hannah
blurJess

I wish all of you happy tagging...

Muhibah???

2008-09-08T12:00:00.001+08:00

*Terbitan ini ditulis khas dalam Bahasa Melayu bagi menunjukkan bahawa saya bukan hanyalah pendatang dari China di Malaysia.*

Aku berasa sangat marah ketika terdengar apa yang di ucapkan oleh Ahmad Ismail di berita 2 hari yang lalu... Beliau berkata bahawa Malaysia ialah milik Melayu, kaum Cina dan India hanyalah pendatang dari zaman British, atas ketidakadilan British, kaum Cina dan India diberi kewarganegaraan tanpa syarat selepas Merdeka.

Malaysia baru sahaja menyambut Hari Kebangsaannya yang ke 51. Tema Hari Kebangsaan kali ini ialah 'Perpaduan Teras Kejayaan'. Namun begitu, apa yang saya nampak bukanlah seperti yang didakwa. Pemimpin ini bukan sahaja tidak memcuba untuk menyatukan rakyat Malaysia, sebaliknya beliau cuba untuk membuat sejarah 13 Mei kembali berulang...

Fikir-fikirkanlah, nenek moyang kami telah datang dari China dan India dan telah bertungkus-lumus membanting tulang dari pagi ke petang di lombong bijih timah dan di ladang getah di Tanah Melayu selama berpuluh-puluh tahun. Kaum Cina dan India bukan datang dari kampung halaman masing-masing untuk bersantai. Mereka bukan sahaja menyumbang dari segi ekonomi. Meraka juga bersama-sama berjuang demi kemerdekaan dan kebebasan negara ini...
Setelah berjuang demi negara ini, aku percaya mereka berhak mendapat hak kewarganegaraan negara ini.

Seperkara lagi yang saya tak faham ialah bagaimana beliau boleh mendakwa bahawa negara ini milik Melayu sedangkan orang asli yang mula mula sekali menetap di negara ini. Bukankah Melayu juga pendatang di negara ini. Melayu berasal dari wilayah Yunan di China. Perkara ini diketahui umum. Jadi bagaimana Malaysia ini menjadi milik Melayu??? Bagaimana pulak dengan orang asli yang telah diketepikan???

Saya berharap bahawa rakyat Malaysia jangan dipengaruhi oleh ucapan seorang pemimpin yang tidak bertanggungjawab ini...

*Terbitan ini tidak bertujuan untuk mempermainkan unsur perkauman*

Something New...

2008-09-08T09:15:00.004+08:00

I went to One U with my siblings yesterday. We actually wanted to catch 'Money No Enough II' but it turned out that all the seats are taken at BOTH the cinema in One U. So instead of watching a movie, we decided to walk around... My brother went to Body Glove to get a new shirt while I was kepoh-ing in one corner.
Then I saw a hair saloon across the Body Glove shop and decided to check it out... The saloon is called Monsoon-id. It's my first time there. I heard that this saloon is quite famous. When I walked into the saloon I saw a few familiar stylists that I always saw on TV. After about 5 minutes of enquiring we (my sis and I) decided to get a hair cut. All in all it takes about 45 minutes and only costs RM 38 inclusive of cut, wash and blow. The service is really good too.
Now I got my self a new haircut and I'm loving it...
After the hair cut and all we decided to to stop at McD for a bite. We saw this gay couple sitting next to us. And the next thing we know, one of the gay decided to snap a picture of my bro with his handphone!!! We stared at him and he acted as if nothing happened and just walked away with his gay partner... I was totally in WTF mode...
To sum it up, it was a great weekend, I got new hair cut and my bro got snapped by gays... ^_^!!!

What's more important to you??? II

2008-09-04T09:02:00.006+08:00

I posted a 'psychology test' in my previous post. The test will tell you what's more important to you based on how you rank you fingers from your favourite to least favourite.

The result of the test:
thumb - family
index finger -career
middle finger - yourself
ring finger - your boy/girlfriend
little finger - friends

There you have it... What each finger represents and what's more important to you...
So is it close or a total miss???

Until next time
Anna♥

What's more important to you???

2008-08-28T15:39:00.003+08:00

This is a 'psychology test' I heard from my sis about a year ago...
So here it goes...

1 st, Lift up your left hand.
Look at your each of your fingers.
Arrange your finger from favourite to least favourite...
For example :- little finger, index finger, thumb, ring finger followed by middle finger...

The result of this test is to show what's more important to you between your friends, family, career,yourself and your boy/girlfriend...

Please tell me how you arrange yours in my comment box ^_^

♥ results will be out on the next post post ♥

De-stress...

2008-08-14T14:57:00.003+08:00

Okie. Good news is finally coming my way... A is going home. She said she misses her home and she misses her mom. I totally doubt that. She can come to KL for a month for a holiday, stay with her friends,not bothered to even call us up and now after just barely a week she says she misses her mom and her house.. AS IF...
She is totally bringing problem to my sis. My sis introduced A to her boss, after working for a few days she tell the boss she's quiting. I was really furious when I found out. I don't even wanna talk to her as I was afraid I will say something that doesn't sound nice to the ears. Also, I don't wanna destroy my dad and his sibling's relationship.
Oh, did I mention I managed to unmask her??? I don't even have to do anything at all.. She unmasked her self. Being in KL for less than 3 days and she already lie to my parents. She even expect me to lie for her... Sorry babe, I'm not that dumb.
The 2nd she came, she's behaving like a total angel. Washed all the clothes and hang all of them. Two days later came the 180 degree turn. She won't even move one hair when she see my mom and I folding the clothes (mind you, her clothes also there). I won't mind folding a few extra shirts and all but don't you think she should at least help??? After all, my mum is not her maid or anything.
Ok.. It's all gonna end by this weekend. I shall have my life back by then...
Wish me luck people...

Just A Little Ranting...

2008-08-06T09:40:00.005+08:00

*warning: major long post of ranting ahead*

My parents went to Penang on Monday morning, then they decided to make a turn to Kedah, where my hometown is. I'm totally fine fine with it as I'm not a 3 years old kiddo and I am more than capable to take care of my siblings and myself. Some how, they decided to surprise me. I received a call saying this cousin of mine (let's call her A) on my father's side whom I don't really like is coming. Just when I thought 'Oh great, what could be worse', another bomb hit me. A is coming to work in KL and staying with me...
WHAT THE HELL!!!
I wouldn't mind if she's not those fakers who pretended to be all good and faultless in front of the adults. I have not been able to bring myself to talk to her since young. Yes, the occasional "catch-up" talk maybe but never on a personal topic. All my life, my parents like to compare me to her, always saying how good she is, how obedient she is, how good she's treating the elders. Sometimes, I just feel like telling them to open their eyes and see for themselves her pretentious attitude and her faked "oh-I'm-so-good-and-innocent behaviour . Not long ago during my uncle's funeral, we were suppose to take turn to guard the 'donation box' but NO, she'd rather go around boot-licking the adults than doing what she's supposed to do. My sis, Doreen (my cousin bro's gf) and myself were sitting there guarding the 'donation box' for hours. She guarded the box for less than 30 mins and she started complaining to the adults that we left her alone to guard the box and she kept sending the younger cousins to call us to get back to the box... Who wouldn't be pissed off??? I didn't wanna quarrel with her on that day so I just let it go.
Alright back to August 5th 2008...
My parents and A reached my house at 10pm. I went to open the gate. Helped with unloading the bags and all. Once I stepped into the house my dad starts to nag and say I never listen to him, didn't do what he told me to. bla bla bla.
First of all, yes, I was on leave yesterday but not for fun, my backbone is killing me thanks to the the 'monthly visit from Aunt Red'. How on earth you expect me to do all the house chores alone??? My sis was working, bro at school... Second, It's MY place, MY room, why should I change MY way of living just because someone I don't really please moved in???
My dad told me to respect her. Yes, she's a year, NO a few months older than me, so what??? I'll give her my respect if she's not such a faker in the first place...
One more thing that really pissed me off is my dad. I got 5 free movie pass from my colleague for the movie 'Meet Dave', I planned to go with my parents and siblings. Frankly speaking, ever since I moved to KL, I've never once step into the cinema with my parents. And every time I suggest that we go to a movie together he'll say keep the money for better use... All I want is for the 5 of us to spend some time together, is that too much to ask for??? When I told him that I have 5 free movie pass, he told me to bring A along and sell the extra ticket... I almost lost control and talked back to my dad...
I'm not a person who can fake my feelings, I show what I feel. I tried to talk to her, but I just seem to get the word out. I just couldn't stand it when she flash her fake smile...
I will try my best to be good to her as I don't want my parents to feel bad. I shall prove myself to then that she's not better than me. I will make sure I unmask her...

*sorry for putting you guys through my ranting*

ShoutOut Open Day II

2008-08-04T11:06:00.001+08:00

This is a long overdue post I owe to Lasker and Elise (link only works after 8/8/08). Below is the screen shots and some explanations from ShoutOut Open Day II...
Oops, these feature is only available after 8th of August 2008, after the big move from penangpenang.com to ShoutOutLounge.com
*click to enlarge image*

Clean and nice 'unpolluted' ShoutOut carpet...

Shouters begin to spam like there's no tomorrow...haha

*Ok... I lost the 1st test Screen Shots so I'll go with the 2nd one. The 1st test will be explained later...
This module is where you can customise your Shout Box according to your liking...
On the left if the directory of 'what is where', so if you don't know what background colour is, you can refer to the directory...
After you are done playing with the colours, just click 'continue' to view your Shout box. If you are not satisfied, you can just do some touch up. If you are satisfied, just name your design, the name of blog where this Shout box is gonna be, and the url and you are good to go...
By the way, if you can see, the 'Alert Colour' function is to notify you when other Shouters call your name...

On the right, you can see 'Edit My ShoutOut',

This is what you see after clicking 'Edit My ShoutOut'
You can now save multiple colour settings for multiple blogs under the same profile...

This screen shots is taken after customizing and adding the test version of SO to my blog.
Every single colour on this Shout box has been customise. The purple line on the right of the ShoutBox is the 'Alert'. The purple line will appear when your name is called... Only you can see the alert when your name is called. Now you won't messages calling for you :)

*Sorry for the long overdue post Lasker and Elise...

Tired-ness...

2008-07-28T12:27:00.005+08:00

My back is aching, neck is aching, whole body is aching for the past few days...
I feel really tired and lazy. Tired as I've been staying up really late and get up really early...
Lazy as I've no mood to do anything, anything at all. Really wish I can take a week off to just laze around and don't even think of anything. My brain is not really working properly these few days anyway.
Oh ya...About the job offer I mentioned in my previous post, I'm NOT going to take it. Yes, I admit it's good money, but if I have to miss my church session for money, I think I'm gonna rot in hell.
So money or church??? CHURCH LA!!!! Duh.

*Hmm...Do I look this cute when I pray???*

Stay or Go???

2008-07-17T11:08:00.005+08:00

I'm kinda blur these days. I can't even concentrate on the things I'm doing... As a result, it makes me really frustrated. I'm also having a little problem at work recently. My boss seems to throw everything at me... Be it my work or somebody elses'... I'm really considering quiting my job here.
I got an offer from another place. The offer is quite good I think.

My current work:
Monday to Friday
9:00am to 6:00pm

Offered Job:
6 days weeks
10:00am to 8:00pm
10: am to 10:00 pm on weekends.
Pay: Doubled my current salary.

The only thing about the offer is that I have to work on Saturday.
Saturday is the day I go to church. So basically I'm torn apart...

HELP ME!!!

Something Is Not Right With Me Now...

2008-07-09T11:29:00.009+08:00

It's been quite a while since I last updated my blog... I really have no idea what I should update with.
I've been doing a lot of thinking recently, especially on life and death. I feel that life is really fragile.
One minute you are still talking, joking, next you are gone, wiped out of the surface of the earth.
After I die, how many will remember me? How many will feel sorry for me? How many will fell that it served me right? How many will be glad I'm gone?
Al these questions have been playing in my mind since the day I received the news of my uncles passing. I hope it's just a phase...

Terrible Weekend...

2008-07-02T11:30:00.006+08:00

I've had a really terrible weekend. I went to my uncle's funeral on Saturday morning.
He passed away on the 27th of June 2008 (Friday), after 6 months of battle with cancer.
May His Soul Rest In Peace

Thank You Shout Out...

2008-06-28T17:00:00.010+08:00

This post is specially dedicated to Lasker and Elise.
Saewei suggested that we do a syncronised post to thank Lasker and Elise for creating ShoutOut that gave us so many great friends...

So here's my part...
It's been almost a year since I joined ShoutOut on 19th of Nov 2007. I still remember I got to know ShoutOut (or SO as we Shouters call it) through Cedrics' blog. I was greeted with warm welcome from Saewei and others, they then persuaded me to put SO in my blog and well, the rest is history...
My first impression on ShoutOut is the people is really nice and friendly.
After 2 months of shouting in SO, I went for my 1st outing as a Shouter at RedBox The Curve...I remember being really quiet then.

Below is some random Family pictures of ShoutOut Outing

This is my 1st Family Photo from my 1st outing...

This one is taken at Murni after the gang came down from Genting,
which I didn't go :(

This was taken at Chilis Mid Valley when celebrating my b'day...

This was taken at Ming Tien Tmn Megah after we went to Murni which
was not open... Guess what, the camera was place on a mug -_-!!! right...

Check them out too:
Saewei
Firewire
Angeline
JJ
*jessie
Satkuru
William
Chee Hsien
Emily
Ping Ping
MacBone
*please let me know if I missed you out*
THANK YOU LASKER AND ELISE~~~

Life In Your Own Hands...

2008-06-20T11:05:00.009+08:00

Are you a believer of Feng Shui? What do you think of the superstitious believes that are passed down from the ancestors? If you do believe in feng shui, what has it done for you so far? Did it make you richer, healthier, more successful in love? And if you did 'violate' the superstitious believes of your ancestors, did it do any harm to you? Did it make you broke, sick, or fail miserably? Please read Saewei's blog on this topic...

I believe that a persons life is in their own hands. No body can tell you what to do with YOUR LIFE. Don't tell me you are going to leave your husband-to-be just because some 'consultant' tells you that your birthdate clash and it brings 'bad luck' to either you or him... Or if your baby's birthdate clashes with yours, you are going to dump your baby in some toilet or rubbish bin...

It is because of people who believe in Feng Shui blindly that makes Lilian and Joey so rich. At the end of the day, all your hard earned money will all go to them and what you get is perhaps a few pieces of rock or crystals...
So your judgement is crucial here. I'm sure you know how to choose between work hard for your money, take care of your health properly or just place a few pieces of rocks and crystals and wait for miracle to happen...

*if placing a few rocks can make you rich and healthy there'll
be no more sick and dirt poor people*

ShoutOuts Factory Sneak Peek...

2008-06-16T13:18:00.016+08:00

I received an invitation from Lasker, to the ShoutOut factory today. Our mission is to test the new features that is yet to be open to the public. It started at 11 am and I was the first to be there, yay. Then came Jeannie, Ping Ping and last but not least Charles.

Oh my, the ShoutOut shoutbox is so clean and 'unpolluted'...lol.
*Please click to enlarge the images*

Just how often do you get to see this???

So we started off with the 1st test, which is the profile.

This is what you see when you click on your own profile...

Previously, you have to 'leave' SO to view another shouters profile...

Now, you just have to click one the blue/orange orb and voila...

Here you can see Laskers' obscene picture (as quoted by Ping Ping).

The second test we did was about the Latest Pictures.

Previously, you'll have to go to PenangPenang.com to view the latest pictures.

Now, all it takes is just one click at the camera icon at the bottom.

*This was suggested by yours truly* LOL

The next test is linked between What's Next and SO Mail.

Now, instead of you keep checking back into What's Next

to see who's attending an event or not, you'll receive a

SO Mail informing you about thier status...

If you realise, there's also an icon on the left of the SO Mail.

This is also one of the new features. Now you every mail you

sent will have picture of you with it...

And we're done with test...

Right below here is also something you don't get to see everyday...
It's our Mr. Boss spamming his heart out....LOL

p/s: Lasker, it's a great honour to be a part of the ShoutOut Family...

Now that you know what the new features are, do try them out and please give some feedback to Lasker aka Mr. Boss at ShoutOut Family Blog .

Shouters Outing ♥♥♥

2008-06-13T14:49:00.011+08:00

*Videos uploaded*

As I mentioned in my previous post, I went to karaoke with my siblings, Hugo and Nath. So I'll

just post the pictures and keep quiet... Matthew, Me, Joanna and Hugo
This picture was taken at Cineleisure...

This was taken in Pasta Zanmai at 1U...

From L-R: Matthew, Joanna, Jess , Me, Steven and Nath
Hugo had to leave early so no Family Photo with him...

*More pictures to come after I get it from Nath*
**Also the video from Hugo**

As promised, here are the videos...lol..

This is Umbrella SO style...

This is Hip's Don't Lie *tak tau apa style*lol

Enjoy ya...

Not Dead...

2008-06-09T12:51:00.004+08:00

My blog is not dead but it's not very much alive either... I wanted to update my blog long long ago but just can't seem to get the inspiration to start... Now that Mr Aaron and Ms Wendy is asking me to update, I think I better update before my blog really died off... So now, let me just start with some ranting...

My work really suck... Then there's this one fella who will gladly push all his work to me. As if that was no enough, he even wants me to make phone calls for him... Might as well just hire me to do his job...

Ok...The ranting should stop...

Oh ya, last Sunday I went to a karaoke outing with Hugo, Nath and my siblings... Hugo shot a really funny video of them singing Umbrella... Then we went to meet Jess aka Blur Jess and Steven at 1U... But Hugo went back home to pack bag because he have to go outstation the next day...

I think that's it for now... I'm having a 'bloggers block' at the moment...

Until next time....

Kena Tagged...

2008-05-20T12:09:00.005+08:00

This my long overdue tag....

I kena tagged by my primary school Diane whom I've not seen for eternity...

So here goes my tag....

Instructions: remove one question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

1. Who is your all-time inspiration?
Myself...

2. Have you given your first kiss away?
Why must tell you???

3. If you were to be stranded on a deserted island, who are the blog buddies you would take with you? why?

I will most definately say all the Shouters...

4. Where is the place you want to go to the most?
Isreal, I want to see the place where Christianity begins...

5. If you can have 1 dream come true what would it be?

To have all my dreams come true...

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
I do...

7. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
The sense of security I have in my life at the moment...

8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
Quit my job... Continue my studies...

9. If you meet someone that you love would confess to him/her ?
No...I'll keep it to myself. I'm afraid I'll lose him even as friend...

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
Diane - smart, pretty, sweet

11. 3 weird stuff about yourself.
-I don't like shopping
-I don't like chocolate
-I love heels...*I know it's not weird*

12. Which type of person do you hate the most?
I hate people who are fake and selfish...

13. What is your ambition?
career- I wanna be a tv personality
life- to provide the best for my parents and children in the future...

14. If you have faults, would you rather the people around you point it out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
I'd rather they point it out so that I could change for the better...

15. What do you think is the most important in your life ?
God, parents siblings, friends...

16. Are you a shopaholic or not ?
I don't think so....LOL

17. State one of your desire.
Too many to state la...

18. If you have one chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
Me being bossy...LOL

19. What have you been putting off doing lately ?
Working my butt off lor...

20. What do you wish to have now ?
My driving license lo...

and the 8 people I've been dying to tag are:
-Angeline
-Saewei
-Wendy
-Jeannie
-William
-Charles
-Uncle Ernst
-Satkuru

Reborn...

2008-05-14T11:17:00.003+08:00

Yes, yes, yes this blog is reborn...

Notice the new header???

Isn't is beautiful... Thank You so much to Saewei. I lap you deep deep...

Chili's Mid Valley...

2008-05-05T11:37:00.012+08:00

I went to celebrate an early birthday at Chili's, Mid Valley...

So here's what happened...

Aren't us girls just gorgeous???
Jess aka blurJess, me, Daphne, Angeline and Wendy.
Another gorgeous who is not in this picture is Elvie.

Look at Daniels' happy face...The lady in stripes is Elvie

I love this picture. the man in black in here is Satkuru.

Me kissing Daphne...lol..

Here's a family photo...

More to come when I get my hands on the rest of the photos...

Love Is...

2008-04-30T12:36:00.003+08:00

♥Love is never having to say you are sorry...

♥Love is not about how much you are giving...

♥Love is appreciating...

♥Love is seeing the one youlove happy...

♥Love is not an investment, sometimes you don't get the result you want...

Most importantly...
♥LOVE IS UNIVERSAL♥

What Does My Birthdate Mean???

2008-04-11T11:37:00.002+08:00

Due to me not knowing what to blog, I figured I might as well do this... Anyway, how true do you think it is??

Your Birthdate: May 5

You have many talents, and you are great at sharing those talents with others.
Most people would be jealous of your clever intellect, but you're just too likeable to elicit jealousy.
Progressive and original, you're usually thinking up cutting edge ideas.
Quick witted and fast thinking, you have difficulty finding new challenges.

Your strength: Your superhuman brainpower

Your weakness: Your susceptibility to boredom

Your power color: Tangerine

Your power symbol: Ace

Your power month: May

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

SICK!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-04-07T15:10:00.001+08:00

WOKE UP TODAY FEELING SUPER SICK....
I GOT ASTHMA, FEVER, COUGH AND FLU ALL AT THE SAME TIME...

Pray for me that I don't die this weekend...

Why Do I Even Care???

2008-03-31T13:38:00.000+08:00

It's been years, but I still think of you. I dreamt of you a few days ago. I dreamt that we talked things over and finally became friends. What is that supposed to mean? I don't get it, if it hurts me so much thinking of you, why do I still think and dream of you? Yes, I have crush in between but unfortunately it's not enough to get over you. I just wish I know a way to keep you out of my head for once and for all. Anybody know how I can get him outts my head for once and for all??? I need help....URGENT!!!

Missing School...

2008-03-19T09:52:00.000+08:00

I took a day off from work on Tuesday, then I went back to my secondary school to collect my SPM cert. I went with my best friends...I feet so nostalgic and nervous when I stepped in to the school compound. All the juniors that know me came to greet me. I went to see my Cooperative Club Advisor Teacher, Pn. Teh P.S, she gave me some great advice on my future...
Then I went to collect my cert from the office admin. I saw my Form 4&5 class teacher, my Sejarah teacher, Geography teacher and my Economics teacher. My Economics teacher even offered to treat my friends and I to a meal...
I missed all my friends from school so so much... I never thought I'll miss school so much...

Love...

2008-03-06T09:05:00.000+08:00

I find myself thinking a lot about you recently,
I wonder what is wrong with me,
Whenever I think of you a strange feeling overwhelm me,
Could it be love? I ask myself hopefully.

Every thought of you makes me smile endlessly,
A mere sight of you makes my heart beat wildly,
Every thing you said I kept in my heart so closely,
I have fallen in love never so deeply...

Chapati Anyone???

2008-03-03T10:05:00.000+08:00

Went to my aunts house in Sg. Buloh on Sunday. My mom decided to try her hands on making Chapati... It's so easy to make them... All you need is:

Tepung Atta (1kg)
Margerine(4 tbl spoon)
Hot Water (300 ml)

These ingredients makes about 25 pieces of chapati.

First you mix Tepung Atta,Margerine and Hot Water, stir well.

Roll them out and make it round...

Wipe a little margerine on the pan and fry them
Flip it over when you see the sides are brownish...

Voila...The end result...
Serve with sardine....It's superb...

To those who've been waiting for my updates, I'm so so sorry to keep you guys waiting...

Chap Goh Meh...节元宵。。。

2008-02-21T13:53:00.000+08:00

期待了一年的农历新年来到了尾声，在新年其间发生了很多，很多令我开心的事。只可惜，天下没有不散的宴席，所有美好的时光都要结束。在时钟还没响起 12点的钟声前，我想在次、也是2008年的最后一次祝大家恭喜发财，新年快乐，心想事成，还有鼠年行大运。。。看来还要等360多天才可以在把这些祝语再次的搬出来用咯。

祝大家元宵节快快乐。。。

Chinese New Year Randomly...

2008-02-18T10:39:00.001+08:00

FIRST DAY OF CNY...

We are all dressed in 'modern' clothings on the morning of CNY, but my 3rd aunt summoned everyone and ask all that have traditional clothes to change in to it... So suddenly it's Shanghai 1930's..

2nd Day Of CNY

At my Grandma's grave... It's been a tradition to visit my grandma's grave on the 2nd day of CNY since my grandma's passing in 1995...

My 2 years old nephew...Cute kan...

4th Day Of CNY

We visited the Paddy Museum on the 4th day of CNY...This painting costs 11.3 mil and took about 6 months to finish and 42 Korean flown in to paint it...

This thing (I forgot what it's call) is used to separate the rice and it's shell.

Tranport to move the rice from place to place...

By the way, Sorry about the pics, it's taken with my hp, so the quality is not so good...

Will post more picture of CNY soon..

Back In KL...

2008-02-14T17:21:00.000+08:00

I'm so lazy to update my blog... I'll update as soon as posible... I'm really sorry...

新年来咯。。。

2008-02-03T17:00:00.000+08:00

在过几天就是农历新年了。不知道为什么今年的感触特别多。。。或许是因为我对今年的期望特别高吧。。。我已经很迫不及待的要回乡过年了。很想念，很想念我的家人。每次我看到公公的家，我就会有一总说不清的感动。每次听见新年歌我也会有一股莫名的感动，眼泪也会不知不觉的流下来。我星期一下班后就会马上开车回乡了。。。好期待哦。。。

新鴛鴦蝴蝶夢 (我最爱的歌)。。。... Butterfly Dream(My Favourite Song)...

2008-01-29T13:57:00.000+08:00

昨日象那东流水
离我远去不可留
今日乱我心多烦忧
抽刀断水水更流
举杯消愁愁更愁
明朝清风四飘流
由来只有新人笑
有谁听到旧人哭
爱情两个字好辛苦
是要问一个明白
还是要装作糊涂
知多知少难知足
看似个鸳鸯蝴蝶
不应该的年代
可是谁又能摆脱人世间的悲哀
花花世界鸳鸯蝴蝶
在人间已是颠何苦要上青天
不如温柔同眠

Moving On...

2008-01-23T15:25:00.000+08:00

I keep thinking if I should say 'I hate you' or 'I thank you'... I hate you because you hurt me. It's been years but it still hurts... I thank you because you help me know myself better... I've decided that it's time to forget you and move on with my life... I loved you before and I thank you for that... Now is the time to move on with our life. I know that you already have her in your life. All I can do now is to wish you well and may you lead a happy life... I think the right thing to say now is Thank You and Goodbye...

True Meaning Of Chinese New Year...

2008-01-22T11:30:00.000+08:00

CNY is just around the corner. For most, CNY is about food, fun and 'ang pow'. As for me, I feel that CNY is not only that. CNY is about family members getting together as one. This year I have an unexplainable feeling towards CNY... I feel so touched at the very thought of celebrating CNY with all my family members... Everyone helping during the preparation of CNY reunion dinner is not a scene you can get in KL. The atmosphere is so warm... We would stay up all night updating each other with our latest news... So warn and sweet... I miss you all so much...Really hope to see you guys soon...

It's Official...

2008-01-21T09:43:00.000+08:00

The word is out... It's official...
I'll be celebrating CNY in Kedah...
My aunt is over the top when I told her I'll be leaving for Kedah on the 4th.. I myself am over the top... I can't wait to see the my cousins, niece and nephews... Unbelievable but my sister has already start packing...*sweat*... Even my mom is overjoyed... My dad is a little not so overjoyed though... He's the one driving, so he is not so on the top... Anyway, I'm too excited to do anything else...

CNY Is Here....

2008-01-18T10:38:00.000+08:00

After 365 days of wait, It's going to be here soon... I can't wait to see my aunties, uncles, cousins and my grandparents... I'm so looking forward to the trip back to Kedah. The trip can be long and tiring but it's all worth it when I see the house of my grandfather... I'll feel so touched... I actually have the urge to pack right now and wait or the time when my dad will open his mouth and say "Let's Go".... I can't wait any longer ...

Shouters' K Session In The Curve...

2008-01-14T09:30:00.000+08:00

Me And Angeline

Rose Among The Thorns???

All pictures curi from Hugo...www.hugolim.com
Top Left to Right : Aaron,deVince, Itchitaka, Hugo
Front Left to Right: firewire, Anna, Angeline, tomagogame, Daniel

I'm LATE...

2008-01-07T11:09:00.000+08:00

Don't get any wrong ideas... I'm not talking about "THAT" late. What I mean is late in blogging about 2008... It's the second week already. Resolutions??? I don't have the habit to make resolution. Well, may be there's one... i want to continue my studies in Mass Comm this year... That'll make one resolution (itu pun kalau kira la)... Anyway, I'm really looking forward to Chinese New Year, but may dad say may be we'll be staying in KL this year... So sad... CNY is not about ang pow, it's about being with family members... If I stay in KL during CNY, my aunts from Kedah and Johor will come in but not all of them can come... I have 2 aunts in Johor,3 aunts and 1 uncle in Kedah... The ones from Johor will definitely come in, but those from Kedah might face some problems... I really wish I can balik kampung... The CNY experience in KL and Kedah are so different...

A Cut In My Heart...

2007-12-24T12:00:00.000+08:00

A cut in my heart is all you gave to me,
After years of 'US',
It's now only 'I' and 'me',
You left without turning back,

Am I not worth a last goodbye?
Am I just a passer-by?
Am I completely out of your life?

The cut is deep,
Yes, time will heal,
But can it erase you from my memory?
Can it replace all the happy times we had?

Yes, time will heal,
But it leaves scars..
Scars of the cut in my heart...

想念一个人。。。

2007-12-20T17:08:00.000+08:00

想念一个人，是幸福的，还是痛苦的呢？
想念一个人，是快乐的，还是悲哀的呢？
这些我都答不到。。。
我只知道，我要想你。。。
虽然，你已不在我身旁，
虽然，你已离我远去，
我还是会想念你。。。

或许，是我一厢情愿。
或许，是我笨，是我傻。
无论，你离我多远，
无论，你在不在我身旁，
我，还是会想着你。。。

你给了我美好的回忆，
你给了我快乐的日子，

谢谢你的一切。。。

I Still Remember...

2007-12-14T12:00:00.001+08:00

I still remember, our younger days where we used to play all day...
I still remember, when you used to be so nice and warm...
I still remember, when we went for tuition together...
I still remember, when we were school mate...
I still remember, we were so close to each other, even after I moved far away...
I still remember, once you told that when you saw me, your headache was gone...
I still remember, everything we did together...
I still remember...

Somehow... we drifted apart...
Somehow... we just stopped talking...
Somehow... we are like strangers now...

I'm happy you've found someone in your life.
I'm happy she has made you happy...

I want you to know that I'm still trying to get us back ,
to when we were still talking to each other...

I want you to know,
I cherish every memory of me and you...
Thank You...
For being a part of my life...

Back In Town

2007-12-12T12:41:00.000+08:00

I am back, and thank God in one piece... As I've expected lots of "When's your turn?" were thrown at me. I only answered with "wait patiently". Seriously, I felt some kind of urge to get married at that point. I was green with envy when I looked at the beautifully dressed bride. Then I realised that I have not make my dreams come true... I still have dream to chase and career to build... So I guess getting married is on waiting list then...