Wednesday, October 29, 2008

New Life....

Don't think you've come to wrong blog... This is still MY blog... I did some changes to it. So now it's white instead of the previous pink... Btw, I've lost all my link during the process so please do let me know if I missed you out from the new link...Thank You :)

Thursday, October 23, 2008


*I actually wanted to blog in Chinese but due to my laziness to type in 'pin yin', I decided to do it in English instead*

I find myself just wanting to blog so much lately. Problem is I don't have anything interesting to blog about. My parents went outstation for business trip again. I pray that they have a save trip and everything goes well for them. Looks like it's just my siblings and I this weekend *so I get to play head of family again hahaha* and I gotta cook this weekend. Every single time I ask my sis what she wants me to cook for the weekend, she'll forever answer 'Pan Mee for Saturday and Spaghetti for Sunday'. Standard answer lol.

I'm really glad I don't feel as bad as yesterday. Thanks for your concern friends. I shall be fine in no time.

Time to go buy the ingredients after work...LOL

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Random Ranting...

I felt kinda unhappy recently. Can't really point it out though. I've got so much to say and I need somebody to share it with. Unfortunately, I still couldn't find a person I trust with all my problems.
Sometimes, I wish I could really break free and just live my life my own way instead of living in an image I potray... It's really stressful to live on standards set by people. Why can't I lead my life my own way at my own pace??? After all it's my life, right?

Dear God, help me be happy please, Thank You

Monday, October 20, 2008

Why me???

I've been tagged many many times in the past month...So here's another one...

Instruction :Remove one question from the above
And add in your personal question.
Make it a total of 20 questions and tag 8 people.
List them at the end of the post.
Notify them at their cbox that they’ve been tagged.
Whoever who does the tags will have blessing from all.

1. At what age do you wish to married?

2. Study hard or play hard?
Study life is on hold now...So play hard...

3. Who is the person you trust most?
I trust myself most...

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
Confidence is my middle name...

5. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
For me to have lotsa money to help my dad make his wish come true...

6 .How much you wish to earn in the future?
Enough for me to lead a comfortable life and for me to put my children through U...

7. What is your goal this year?
Erm, I wanted to get my driver's license but seems like it's on hold again...

8. Do you believe in eternity love?
God's love is...

9. If you have all the time and money in the world, what would you do?
1st, I'll send my dad to Israel as he wanted to there since forever.

10. When will you feel sad?
I feel sad when I see my family don't stay together, I fee; sad when I see people going away from God.

11. Balloons or Candy?

12. What feelings you hate the most?

13. What is your childhood ambition?
I wanted to be a singer when I was a kid, then as I grow, I tend to get more practical...

14. Do you believe in love at first sight?
I do...

15. Ever feel that the universe is against you?
Yes, bad bad feeling...

16. Who do you hope to be always behind you, supporting you?
Family members, friends and most importantly God and Jesus Christ...

17. People who are going to be hated by you?
Selfish and arrogant people.

18. What is on your mind right now?
Sleep, seeing you and HOLIDAY...

19. Do you deserve to be loved?
I think everyone deserve to be loved...

20. Do you wish to have more than 24 hours per day?
I surely do...

8 things you are passionate about:
1. God
2. family
3. friends
4. love
5. singing
6. shouting
7. blogging
8. plurking

8 things i say/type too often:
1. haha
2. LOL
3. kns
4. whatever
5. dunno
6. Hi
7. Ei
8. Wei

8 books i have read recently:
1. Bible
2. Little Scroll
3. Cleo
4. Breath Of Paradise
5. *some Chinese novels*

8 songs i could hear over and over again:
1. All Teresa Teng's songs
2. Elvis Presley's songs
3. Jay Chou - Qing Hua Ci
4. SHE - dian xiao er
5. SHE - yue guang shou za
6. Karen Mok- Guang Dao Zi Lian
7. Bryan McKnight - Back at One
8. Karen Kong - Li Dao

8 things i regret most:
1. Have never said I love you to my parents
2. Didn't study properly during high school years
3. Didn't accept the vocal class my dad's friend offered
4. Didn't keep in touch with most friends from primary school
5. To fight with Li Chien over some stupid things in Form 3 due to 1 fake hypocrite
6. Lost contact with a senior from high school who took care of me really well
7. Never get to know my grandpa better
8. Never know why you just stopped talking to me...

8 people that i tag..
1. you
2. you
3. you
4. you
5. you
6. you
7. you
8. YOU!!!

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

I'm Pregnant...

Not actually pregnant, but I've dreamt of being pregnant. In fact I've dreamt about it 3 times.
I don't know what it means, so I googled it up. Some of the sites said that I could be expecting a baby, some said that it's the anxiety after the intercourse that causes it. But that's all for sexually active females, and it has nothing to do with me.
But there's this site which said that it's a sign of archetypal transition into a new self-awareness *whatever that means*. Although I do look forward to become a mom somewhere in the future, I am sure I have no intention to be pregnant at the moment.
Anyway, anyhow, I know God will arrange everything for me...

*I think pregnancy is a great process of life*

Monday, October 13, 2008

月光手札... Moonlight Handbook...

青春是窗边那份月光手札 (youth is like a moonlight handbook by the window)
遇见你 之前纸页 无暇 (before meeting you, pages of the handbook is clean)
曾经的夜里 你会点灯开始写她(those nights where you use to light a fire and write about her)
用世上 最轻最温柔的笔画(using the softest, most beautiful strokes of brush))
你不爱了吧 所以渐渐的将笔搁下(you no longer love, slowly you put down the pen/brush)
只剩我一个人傻傻 在月光下静静翻阅那些话(I'm left alone under the moonlight reading the handbook sillyly)
爱不爱我你都懒得回答(心为了谁而落发 )(you are not bothered to answer me if you still love me)(heart broken for who)
原来我付出的年华(all the sacrifices that I made)
只换到你的潇洒(怎麽做才叫放下)(only to be paid by your carefree attitude) ( what should I do to let go)
我的愿望奢侈吗 就算只是一小束花 ( is my dream too much even if it's just a litlle bouquet of flowers)
(心早已为你落发 )(you are not bothered to answer me if you still love me)(my heart is broken for you)
我的眼泪你也慢慢别过头不再去擦 (my tears, you slowly turned away, not bothered to wipe then off anymore)

(一地的无尽挣扎)(an endless self conflict)
我是一把无奈的雪花 漫步在你给的炎夏( I am a helpless snowflake, under the heat of summer)

深情像无须灌溉那盆假花 (passion, like plastic flowers which doesn't need watering)
所以你 远远忽略了也 不怕( so you are not afraid to neglect it)
没有爱了吧 所以你渐渐不再看她( no more love, so you don't at it anymore)
只剩我褪色的枝枒 在月光下没有人可以说话(I'm a flower which lost it colours, under the moonlight, no one to talk to)

我是那份悲伤的手札 只为等你写几句话( I'm the pathetic handbook., longing for you to write something...)

This is my latest song obssession, a song from S.H.E's new album. The translation is done by me, kinda off course at some parts, just trying to make it sound nicer.

Monday, October 6, 2008

Singing Holiday Tunes....

Holidays are fun... During the Raya holiday a few days ago, my aunts came from Kedah and Johor. So, aunts = female = shopping... My 1st day of Raya holiday is spent shopping with my aunts... The day before I slept at 2.30am and was waken up at 8am by my mum. She said we'll go meet up with my aunts at 'Niu Zhe Xui' NZX.
So I thought I'll just be awhile then we'll be back home, without thinking twice I done on my 3 inch heels as it was there and I'm lazy to go dig another pair of shoe... Oh boy I was so wrong.
After NZX they went to Ikea. Thank God my dad decided to go to McD instead so my sis and 2 little cousins and I tagged along. After makan, back to Ikea again. 1 hour later, all of them came out and went to McD... So my sis and I decided to hit The Curve instead. My youngest Aunt came with us as she's really a shopping freak *hope she don't read this lol* Not enough with NZX, Ikea and The Curve, they decided to head to 1 Utama... Then, we had dinner at Ming Tien at 11.30PM...

Next day, I got up at 8am again... Boy it was tiring. But this is something I'm not gonna miss.
It's a K session planned 1 week before hand by Wendy and I. I left home at 10 something and took my own sweet time walking around The Curve *again*. 10 minutes before 11 I went to RedBox and waited for the rest... Most that came are Shouters. Since there's 11 of us, we decided to take the VIP room instead. We only have to add RM 40 to our total bill and we get an extra hour+ private toilet+extra mic... After we divide the bill, it came less than RM 30 per person...
Okie..Enough of crapping... Here are some pictures I stole from Wendy's...

Me and Wendy dear...

Top L-R: Aaron, WaiSeng, David, Andrew, Joshua
Bottom L-R: William, Me, Wendy, Hugo, Daniel, Ricky

I somehow think this picture is weird and funny...

You can see 1 fella busy digging nose

From a proper SINGING session, it turned into SHOUTING session...
There's even a 'yam seng' session included...
Possibilities are endless with these people...
Hope to have another K session like this soon.

*on a side note, I lost my voice after the K session*

Friday, October 3, 2008

Kena again

Got tagged by Jeannie
I just completed a tag by Wendy
last week, now I got tagged by Jeannie. But what the heck, since I got nothing to update my blog with, I'll do the tag...

Here goes....

[01] Name: Anna.
[02] Nickname: annabananatralala *given by Wendy* Nana *given by Aaron*.
[03] Married: Nope and don't intend to at the moment .
[04] Zodiac Sign: Snake
[05] Gender: Female
[06] Age: 19
[07] High School: SMK Taman S.E.A
[08] College: not yet
[09] Height:
[10] Weight: more than 50 less than 100 can??? lol
[11] Do you like yourself: erm, I'm confortable with myself
[12] Piercings:
one on each ear
[13] Right or left: right
[14] Are you a freak : Depends... I could be...
[15] Hair: Long, wavy, brownish by nature...
[16] Skin: I was told I have very very fair skin...
[17] Allergic:
don't think so...
[18] What are you doing now: working
[19] What will you do 1 hour later: still working...
[20] What will you do 10 years later:
10 years is a very long time...


[21] Live with mother/father/parents: Parents and siblings
[22] Siblings(included you): 3
[23] Eldest: Me .
[24] Youngest: Bro .
[25] Love/hate your family:
Love them all my life...


[26] You found your another half: No, not yet...
[27] If yes, who is he/she:

[28] If no, who you want he/she to be: The person God mande for me...
[29] Time(s) you in relationship: 0
[30] Ever woo boy/girl(0-100000): 0
[31] Anyone woo you before(0-100000): Dun remember...
[32] Did anything wrong to your other half: No other half how to do wrong??? lol
[33] What was/were the wrong you had done:
[34] Ever argue with your other half:
No other half how to argue???
[35] You with your other half since:
[36] Are you straight/Lesbo: Completely straight...
[37] Reasons you love your other half: I'll tell you when I find my other half :)

[38] You and your other half in which stage: No stage la...
[39] You woo he/she or he/she woo you: I'll yell you when I know...

[40] Ever think of marry he/she:
When I get married I'll you k...


[41] Your first best friend:
I got 2 best friends together..Ni and Chien
[42] Your first enemy: Don't remember...
[43] The friend you love the most:
My 2 best friends
[44] The enemy you hate the most(1only): Why wanna hate when you can love???
[45] Your most beautiful girl friend: They are both equally beautiful :)
[46] Your most handsome guy friend:
Can I keep that to myself?
[47] The kind of girl you hate the most: Inconsiderate, materialistic, spoilt b*tch...
[48] The kind of boy you hate the most: Inconsiderate, full-of-himself kinda guy...
[49] You fall in love with your close friend before: No..
[50] Your best friend is your ex-lover: No lover before = no ex can?
[51] If your friend backstab you:
Confront him/her...
[52] If your friend betray you: Confront him/her...
[53] If your friend woo your lover: I'll let her woo and see if the guy is worth it. If he REALLY loves me, he'll stay...
[54] If your friend fall in love with you: Might consider, provided we're not attached at that time.
[55] If you fall in love with your best friend:
I'll keep quiet in order not to spoil our current relationship...


[56] Are you a good student: Definately not
[57] You always done your homeworks/assignments: assignment yes but homework...err...
[58] The teacher/tutor you love the most: Pn Carol Lau...
[59] Always late to school/college: Never
[60] Your class: is over...
[61] You love your seniors: some
[62] Senior who you love the most:
[63] Your classmates good/bad: They're ok
[64] Excellent result classmate: dun remember
[65] Laziest classmate:
It's a guy...but no name k..


[66] Smart people: My dad
[67] Stupid people:
There's onlylazy people, no stupid people...
[68] Good looking people: All are good looking in their own ways...
[69] Ugly people: Ugly inside or outside???
[70] Funny people: My family are all pretty funny...
[71] Cute people: All babies
[72] Bad people: Since they are bad, let's not spoil the mood by 'remembering' them...
[73] Honest people: everybody lies... Except God and Jesus Christ.
[74] Acting people: When you lie you act...
[75] You are what kind of people:
I dunno, you judge...


[76] Lip or eyes: dari mata turun ke eyes...
[77] Hugs or kisses: Hugs
[78] Shorter or taller: Taller can?
[79] Hesitant or spontaneous:
[80] Nice stomach or nice arms: Nice arms
[81] Listener or talker: Both
[82] Romantic or rich: Rich-mantic...
[83] Good husband or Good Father:
Good husband


[84] Age to get marry: 25-27
[85] Numbers of kid(s): 2-4
[86] Career: Tourist guide/TV personality
[87] Salary: RM 1 000 000 per year can liao...
[88] Retirement age: When I feel like it...
[89] Properties value: More than you can ever imagined..
[90] Wishes:
To have the future I want and for my parents and myself to be healthy always...


[91] Charlene
[92] Daphne
[93] Elvie
[94] Melanie
[95] Mae